April 2014 Annie McCann MURDER UPDATE

Mayor Rawlings Blake;

I never give up when I know I am right and everyone else is confused.  So without the help of BCPD I will continue on my own to pursue the heinous and cruel murderer, or murderers, of young Miss Annie McCann.

As the mother of a murdered child I refuse to allow Mr. & Mrs. Dan McCann to feel they must attempt to live in a state of inconsolable bereavement.  They are both physically and emotionally ill at this time; after my son, Justin DeSha-Overcash was murdered I developed MS [at 55 years of age].  Many parents of murdered children develop cancers, neurological illnesses, experience stress illnesses, commit suicide, grieve themselves to death; the murderers unmercifully and void of human emotion kill our children and we follow as COLLATERAL DAMAGE!  The murders are guilty of killing us, too! 

The mysterious and questionable circumstances that lead to the [homicide] of Mr. & Mrs. McCann's beloved, and only daughter, Annie leaves them to deal with never ending inner turmoil.  They are highly intelligent and educated people who believe in the system.  Yet throughout this horrid ordeal, and as the years have kept passing, a "parents worst nightmare" the McCann's found not one ally, no sympathy, or humanity from the BCPD. 

For God's sake their child, their beautiful 16 year old daughter was found dead behind a Perkins Homes dumpster; sadly treatment such as this by police departments is becoming all to common across America IF one is the Victim/Survivor.   

The BCPD has informed me all the cameras which surround Perkins Homes {like an advertisement for "Big Brother is Watching You} were ALL [Out of Order] on November 2, 2008.  The night that Annie McCann is purportedly to have driven a brand new white Volvo into the projects [??].  I am very sorry but I must say I do not believe this as this was Halloween weekend; not to mention all of the residents I spoke to told me these cameras are NEVER out.  What is being hidden and why?  Because this thought process makes absolutely no sense but my research keeps leading me back to the same place and conclusion. 

Why was there no Rape Kit performed on a SIXTEEN year old child?  This fact is more than unconscionable. I myself find that not performing a Rape Kit alone is highly suspect.  Did someone forget, think someone else had already performed 'said' important task, performed said task lose results and say the Rape Kit was not done?  The M.E. lost several of Annie McCann's organ during the autopsy so my sugestion that there could be the possiblity that a Rape Kit was done and lost MAY NOT be a stretch at this juncture.

Annie McCann's case was one huge BUNGLE from the beginning and doomed the investigation from the start.  When the young men, the residents of Perkins Homes, removed Miss McCann's body from her vehicle and took said vehicle for a 'joy ride' they destroyed evidence.

But when the BCPD had difficulty investigating and began to ignore Miss McCann's parents this was when the injustice truly began.  Parents Of Murdered Children must be keep in the loop.  The Lead Detective on Miss McCann's case did not have [or request] a photo of Annie McCann for THREE MONTHS after her murder; Mr. & Mrs. McCann suggested he might NEED a photo of their daughter.  How can a detective perform an 1100 hour investigation without a picture of the decedent??

Something is not right in BCPD; why is there an "Annie McCann Gate"?  The McCann's are good, kind, God fearing, compassionate, accountable, soft spoken American citizens. 

They do not understand nor comprehend why they have been badgered, yelled at and intimidated throughout this horrid nightmare of loosing Annie.  They are attempting to endure and live with the murder of their daughter and all the while no one in the BCPD will listen and they are openly treated with contempt.

WE will find out what REALLY happened to ANNIE McCANN!  The residents in Perkins Homes told me [quote un quote], "Who ever killed that poor little white child brought her here and left her cause the police are doin' exactly what the murderer knew they'd do.  NOTHIN'!" 

Mayor Rawlings Blake, you know as well as I that anyone residing in Perkins Homes knows exactly what they are talking about and the residents I was speaking with were not in groups when many told me these exact words. 

Interesting commentary wouldn't you say?  Annie McCann was murdered and dumped in Perkin's Homes because the BCPD IS KNOWN FOR NOT INVESTIGATING CRIME!   WHAT???

I wonder who else this horrid evil cretin has murdered since 2008?

Thanking you in advance for your time.

Sincerely,


I am and I remain Justin's momma
Karen L. DeSha
kdesha50@yahoo.com

(828) 505-1264`

My Hand In Your Hand Son

My most favorite memory of a Justin consistent 'gesture of love' through my eyes:

I love Justin with what remains of my heart, as you all know, so very much. So much that many times I do not speak of my wonderful gift from God in past tense simply because I feel Justin's presence with me all of the time. It is fine with me if you believe or disbelieve my statement; I know what I have seen and felt since Justin's death and these moments have been moving, unexplainable and undeniable!

When Justin was a baby I marveled at how tiny [6 lbs 71/2 ozs] yet perfectly shaped and beautiful he was. As a toddler I found it amazing how soft his skin was especially his hands when he firmly took hold of mine when crossing the street or for other reasons which required his safety. He touched my face so gently, caressing my cheek and telling me how soft my face felt; no softer than his tiny hand against my skin felt!

So many times throughout each year he would occasionally stop me, ask me to hold up my right hand, lay his hand against mine and check to see if his hand was growing! This occurred so many times year after years and yes Justin's hand grew and grew. Then one fateful day Justin held his hand up to mine and our hands were finally the same size.

Justin's hand 1992 4 years old day care in Charlotte, NC

Justin was overjoyed with excitement; yet for me his excitement was bittersweet. For as his mother I knew another chapter had ended and Justin would soon no longer be a child.

Even though this change was inevitable and coming too quickly from elementary school all the way through Justin's junior year in high school I would wait for him outside the school every afternoon. Justin sauntered unhurriedly to the Durango, opened the rear passenger door, tossed in his 190 lb. book bag, slammed the door, opened the front passenger door, jumped in, smiled that beautiful 'DeSha' smile and would say "how you been doin' today momma?" Then he'd lay his left forearm on the center arm rest, palm up, and I would lay my right hand, palm down in his hand, and this is how we drove home every day discussing the days events. [I KID YOU NOT] This is one of my many most wondrous of so many joyous Justin memories!

I miss my son because we truly had a special bond. All parents have special bonds yet Justin's bond gave me my first sense of completeness. My bond with Justin, my son, is like no bond I had ever had with another human being. As I have said on numerous occasions; "I gave Justin my whole heart and he never hurt it; not even ONCE!"

I love you and miss you and no one can take your place my bunny boy...your [devoted and proud] momma

Our Children OUR Heros

A momma Left Inconsolable

Three years, 2 months, 24 days, 10 hours and 5 minutes at this posting Justin died...HE DIDN'T HAVE TO!! HONESTLY I feel no better TODAY than I did at 4:27 PM [January 11, 2011] when the Harford Co. sheriff's knocked on my door.

Do I look super human, do I look VOID of human emotion? Justin DeSha-Overcash knew I of all people deeply cared for everyone, every animal, everything I took part of; whether for the community, his school, my work or to fight a battle for any underdogs path I crossed. I am not boasting this is just me [the way GOD made me]. Not to mention I was raised by parents who taught me~ if you are going to do something put 180% into it the first time!

My life [before this never ending Twilight Zone episode] wasn't perfect but I had Justin beside me and we laughed together through ALL the bad times!

These few words should pretty much explain why I cannot [let go], why I cannot stand LIVING on this freaking planet without JUSTIN. Purpose? I had a purpose; I am JUSTIN'S momma!  A CAREER CRIMINAL WITH A GUN on the Prince George's County, MD "Catch and Release Program" ended MY purpose on this planet he ended my Justin's story on this planet without expressing any emotion.

Yet the COLD BLOODED MURDERER thinks he should just go about his merry little criminal business..OMG! He must have been dropped on his HEAD as a child TOO MANY TIMES!

He first hit the PG county MD police criminal list in 2007 [he was born in 1987].  He should have been in prison in 2009 for a charge he committed and was on PAROLE VIOLATION THE DAY HE MURDERED JUSTIN...but no he always found the 'loop holes'...then he managed avoiding being jailed in DC on the Felony II Handgun Charge he committed on December 18, 2010  {AFTER TWO JUDGES SAID NO to his release that he was to high intensity to be out on the street!!}??  He would have to remain jailed until his hearing date of JANUARY 24, 2011.  If EVEN ONE [JUST ONE] of these TWO Criminal charges had been CARRIED OUT JUSTIN WOULD BE ALIVE AND OUR FAMILY WOULD NOT EVEN KNOW THE DAILY PAIN WE NOW LIVE WITH!



My SON a statistic of a HUGE MISCARRIAGE OF JUSTICE!  LOST HIS LIFE BECAUSE PEOPLE WITH 'POWER' DID NOT DO THEIR JOB!!  That is why my son died.

Justin once asked me [2010] why people didn't do their jobs and then ironically, tragically and senselessly Justin DeSha-Overcash at 22 years of age IS CRUELLY MURDERED, ROBBED OF HIS LIFE and future, BECAUSE A LOT OF PEOPLE DID NOT DO THEIR JOBS and released a HIGH INTENSITY CAREER CRIMINAL!

Society watch your back this happens everyday all across America..."it's a Business!"  I know because a prosecutor screamed this three inches from my face!

WILLIAMS~ I WANT MY SON BACK! DO YOU HEAR ME?

Broken Moms*Murdered Children

Every day that passes without Justin here enlightens me to the stark realization the journey will be arduously long, extremely lonely and unpleasant. 

The blatant truth society wishes to disguise cannot be hidden for my emotions will not stay silent.  My joy, light, love, my son, my only child is gone!  There is no comfort, no solace, no one on this planet to heal the pain laid upon the hearts of mothers whose children have been murdered. 

MURDERED, how dare these cretins touch our children with their evilness. How dare they make our children suffer.  How dare they keep us from seeing the remainder of our children's stories to tell them good-bye on OUR death beds.

This is NOT how Justin's story was to be yet this is how it is.

I miss you beyond human comprehension babe...

Justin V. DeSha-Overcash  05/01/1988 * 01/11/2011  Murdered while protecting his fellow UMd College Park, MD friends and alumnus. 

Broad daylight, in his own home, minding his own business, doing his laundry. 

Double major Physics and Astronomy~Double minors Math and Geophysics...Received diploma posthumously with 176 course credits.

The only legacy I have remaining to carry on in Justin's stead. {Justin was my only child} 

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love you bigger than the universe, momma <3>

Many mourn senior amid controversy - The Diamondback : Campus

 There were not dozens attending Justin's memorial on January 20, 2011 at the beautiful UMd on Campus Chapel.  There were HUNDREDS of friends, brothers, sisters, alumnus, professors, advisors, staff and family who turned out for a beautiful send off for Justin!  Justin's PA family stepped up and took care of pulling everything together to make this night special; as you can imagine I was in another WORLD!  I am Justin's momma <3



Many mourn senior amid controversy - The Diamondback : Camps

Halloween 2009~Better times~Justin and his brothers.  College as it should be a wonderful EXPERIENCE!

My letter to Justin 10.19.1988

Saturday March 15, 2014

Yes it's 5:06 AM as I begin to type and I am still awake. WIDE AWAKE! Odd the night flew by; then again this began happening after Justin had to go home. I look at the clock and it's 11:00 PM the next time I look it's 3:48 AM and I truly feel as if very little time has passed? This has been one of those nights...Y-A-Y!

Justin Letter October 19, 1988 [he was 5 months and 18 days]

Dear Justin_

Hello! Just me_You are so wonderful! I really want you to know this_and {yes I keep repeating myself} I love you more than I knew it is possible to love another human being_Enough gushy serious "stuff"! haha!

Today you were rolling around on the dining room floor while I was doing inventory. I guess you grew tired of waiting for me and you rolled over to your bottle, picked it up and finished it!! hahaha I am so proud of you we called your grandma to share this news with her!

It's night now~ you are rolling around on our bedroom floor putting little milk dots everywhere with your bottle! hahaha Gosh knows you look so cute! Now you're rolling around on top of my clean and folded linens and towels that are no longer folded! hahahaha  I love watching you baby.

Honey I hope someday when you read these letters you will understand how much you have changed my life in a very short amount of time....and how much I am enjoying these changes. Justin every minute has been more than worthwhile for me.  Baby I love you beyond words.

Night night, sweet dreams Justin, I love you, I'll see you in the morning. 

Justin September 1988, gosh knows he loved grabbin' handfuls of hair and it didn't matter whose!

I wrote Justin so many letters I began to use journals.  No he never got to read any of these tokens I kept for him and had decided to gift to Justin for his graduation from college May 2011.  Sadly he was tragically and heinously murdered four months and approximately two weeks before he was to walk the stage for all of his decades of scholastic diligence and determination.  

Justin received his diploma posthumously as the day he was senselessly murdered he possessed 176 credits ~ a 'B' in Quantum Physics and this is whom we lost.  Not the CAREER CRIMINAL who shot Justin TWICE at point blank range without any emotion or remorse or human compassion. 

I remain Justin's [I truly do want my son back] momma