200 Mass Murders in America Since 2006; WHAT?

I inadvertently found this site [link attached below] this evening and was sadly amazed at the number of mass murders, in America, which have occurred just in seven years.  Shockingly 50% of mass murders are committed by family members.  How can this be happening in America?  We're educated, civilized, religious [I am in no way saying one must be religious to respect humanity and life ~ thanks]; how could this be going on in our communities? 

The different genders, ages, reasons [if known] all of which I find bittersweet and heartbreaking.  The one odd aspect which caught my eye was that whether male or female the average age was so close; only a two year difference.  [?]  Could something genetically occur in some people during this age? 

It angers me that parents could murder their children under any circumstance.  This evil act I cannot tolerate; a parent murdering their child[ren] when I cannot even fathom summoning anger toward a child.  The act of murdering a child is so evil I do not even want to imagine why or how an adult could commit such an atrocity

  http://usatoday30.usatoday.com/news/nation/mass-killings/index.html#explore

**On the site~The map of the USA shows each mass murder location simply place your cursor over any red dot on the map to read a synopsis of the sad event which took innocent lives from their loved ones and friends too soon. For those who know what to do I'm sorry!!

The following is only my opinion; yes it is simplistic.  Sometimes simplistic works better than all the experts combined; just saying!  These types of tragedies, mass murders, must end.  There must be signs to look for [?] to keep entire families from being wiped out!  More emphasis, in our current economy, needs to be placed on dealing with termination in the workplace.  

Companies need to be responsible and understand they may have an employee on their hands that may 'snap' if they are released from their duties immediately.  All large companies have HR departments and these employees have training in psychology.  There need to be programs developed that allow for gradual release from a position when dealing with an employee they feel may have difficulty accepting departure.   This attitude just may save lives. 

I am aware this would not always work; example the former employee who returned FIVE years later!  What?  How could anyone be angry about losing a job for FIVE years?  I have no words.

So, sadly this would only deal with a very small tip of a huge crux of a tragically real matter.  Much more thought would have to be put into what [if anything] can be done to protect the innocent from living with 'ticking time bombs'.  

Once you become a parent of a murdered child, the innocents take up a great deal of your thoughts.

I remain Justin's momma 

 

 

STOP MURDERING CHILDREN

Karen DeSha, the mother of slain University of Maryland student Justin DeSha-Overcash, has rallied on Barlowe Road in Palmer Park once a month since February. (Photo by Maryland Newsline’s Alexander Pyles)

(Video by Maryland Newsline's Maite Fernandez. Photos of Stephan Weaver and Deandre Ricardo Williams courtesy of Prince George's County Police.)

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By Alexander Pyles
Maryland Newsline
Monday, April 25, 2011; updated April 29, 2011



PALMER PARK, Md. – As rain poured from the sky, words of anger, sadness and determination poured from the mouth of Karen DeSha.

DeSha is the mother of Justin DeSha-Overcash, a 22-year-old University of Maryland senior shot to death in his home in January.

“We’re in a very elite club,” DeSha said. “Parents of murdered children.”

Since February, DeSha has been driving here once a month from her home in North Carolina to demonstrate in front of Prince George’s County Police headquarters in what she said is an attempt to get enough people angry about murder in the county to do something about it.

There have been 35 homicides in Prince George’s County this year.

“This is my mission,” DeSha said. “It’s my road, until something good comes from (what happened).”

She talked about the anger she felt when police emphasized that drugs were found in the College Park, Md., home her son shared with roommates.

She cried when she said she’d never see her son marry and have children of his own.

Pedestrians walking on a sidewalk across from her spot on Barlowe Road shouted thanks to DeSha throughout the morning, encouraging her to keep rallying.

http://youtu.be/13lT_A0VFJw


Many cars barreling down the street slowed to a near-stop when they saw DeSha and her white cardboard signs, which were bleeding red paint in the morning downpour:

“COME TOGETHER STOP CRIME.”

Tony Jackson, 25, a Palmer Park resident, crossed the street to talk with DeSha around 11 a.m. Jamaican-born, Jackson said he had lived in Prince George’s County with his parents for seven years. He said he thought the neighborhood used to be more dangerous than it is now, but was glad to see DeSha trying to rally the area.

“This is good,” Jackson, a welder, said. “Once they see ya’ll doing this, it’s going to make the neighborhood come together.
“It’s time to stop the crime.”

Prince George’s County Police Capt. Michael Straughan, commander of the department’s Criminal Investigations Division, would not endorse or criticize DeSha’s rallies.

“I think it’s important that the homicide unit and detectives don’t lose focus on what they’re here to do, close the case,” Straughan said. “In this particular case, (what happened to DeSha’s son) was a tragedy. … I think in Ms. Desha’s case, homicide detectives worked long and hard. Our focus is one focus only.”

Police arrested Stephan Weaver, 22, of Bowie, Md., on March 26 and Deandre Ricardo Williams, 23, of Washington, D.C., on March 30, charging both with first-degree murder. Both men have confessed their involvement in the crime, police said.

Many drivers honked their car horns while they and passengers waved. Even if in mid-sentence, every honk gave DeSha pause.
“They all wave,” she said. “These people are tired.”

DeSha appeared tired, too. Dark circles rimmed her eyes. Her voice fluctuated and cracked unpredictably in conversation. Her tears became impossible to differentiate from the raindrops that also trickled down her face.

She admitted she was running on adrenaline these days.

She said she’s not standing on Barlowe Road holding her signs just to honor the memory of her fallen son. DeSha said she’s there because something good must come of her son’s death for her to cope with it.

“I don’t know what one person can do,” DeSha said. “But my son made a difference.”

Justin's mommas Letter to His KILLER

Justin's momma

KAREN L. DeSha

Re: BECAUSE OF YOU; JUSTIN'S FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARE ENTERING OUR FOURTH YEAR WITHOUT JUSTIN. THE EXCRUCIATING PAIN IS NOT GONE! You need to FOCUS your time wisely and stop wasting YOURS and MINE with nonsense and appeals! “I'll Be Watching You”

Williams;

"We are doing something wrong with our criminal justice system and we need to fix it." ~DA Craig Watson ONLY BLACK DA IN TEXAS~

“Let NO man pull you low enough to hate him.” ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Williams I will never hate anyone including you; however, I will share I am very angry with you! I have never been angry with anyone; why did you do this? Why did you tear apart our family when YOU murdered a man you did not even know, Justin, FOR NOTHING?

Justin in College Park, MD with his fellow alumnus [his brothers].

“We are each others harvest; we are each others business; we are each others magnitude and bond.” ~Gwendolyn Brooks

Actually use your brain for what this means~figure this quote out yourself.

“Forgiveness is not an occasional act. It is a permanent attitude.” ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Forgiveness is a PERMANENT ATTITUDE FOR JUSTIN & ME. Although this attitude does not mean I have to stay silent pursuant to your evil cruelty toward my beautiful son. Just so happens I have always had a big mouth and I take most seriously my RIGHT TO FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

"I'm for truth, no matter who tells it. I'm for justice, no matter who it's for or against.” ~Malcolm X

MALCOLM X ~ One of Justin's many heroes~You chose your life's path now be a MAN Williams and choose to deal with the consequences attached to YOUR CHOICES.

"If we became students of Malcolm X, we would not have young black men out there killing each other like they're killing each other now. Young black men would not be impregnating young black women at the rate going on now. We'd not have the drugs we have now, or the alcoholism." ~Spike Lee

WOW! Now those are strong thought provoking words from a brilliant, significant and History [CHANGING} Scholar/Director/Writer/Professor [and so much more].

“For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction,” ~Sir Issac Newton

Do you think you can do the horrible thing you did when you MURDERED Justin V. DeSha-Overcash and your life is supposed to just continue?? You should have found someone whose momma was not going to come after you like a [DEVOTED, LOVING, CHEW YOUR ASS OFF FOR MURDERING MY JUSTIN] MOMMA. You ain't met no body like me son and just for the record *I am never going away! Truth is a bitch!

“We are how we TREAT each other and NOTHING more.” ~Unknown

Williams YOU treat everyone like trash; like they OWE YOU SOMETHING! YOU act as if you are [entitled] to everything and I am here to TELL YOU~FYI no one owes you a blessed thing! YOU like everyone else MUST WORK [honest, legitimate WORK and receive a W-2 or 1099 and report your TAXES] for a livelihood LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE!

"We look at science as something very elite, which only a few people can learn. That's just not true. You just have to start early and give kids a foundation. Kids live up, or down, to expectations." ~Mae Jemison Black Female Astronaut

YOU sure lived DOWN to YOUR expectations!

“If YOU MURDER an INNOCENT MAN YOU are RESPONSIBLE for the BLOOD OF THEIR UNBORN DESCENDANTS and the WEIGHT of this RESPONSIBILITY is YOURS to CARRY to the END OF TIME.” ~Unknown

As JUSTIN'S momma I hold you responsible with the blood on “YOUR HANDS” for the generations that will never BE BORN because you murdered my beautiful son, JUSTIN and HIS FUTURE HEIRS...MY GRANDCHILDREN, GREAT-GRANDCHILDREN, MY LINEAGE....GONE~ALL GONE! MURDERER..........

"Associate yourself with people of good quality, for it is better to be alone than in bad company." ~Booker T. Washington

"Excellence in performance will transcend artificial barriers."~ Dr. Charles Drew

"I have learned over the years that when one's mind is made up, this diminishes fear."~Mrs. Rosa Parks

"That old law about 'an eye for an eye' leaves everybody blind. The time is always right to do the right thing."~Martin Luther King, Jr.~

YOU MURDERED AN INNOCENT MAN~Justin Vance DeSha-Overcash BORN 05/01/1988 @ 2:41 A. M. at Sinai Hospital in Baltimore County, MD~SENSELESSLY, HEINOUSLY AND COLD BLOODILY YOU MURDERED JUSTIN ON 01/11/2011, JUSTIN FOUGHT TO LIVE BUT WAS PRONOUNCED DEAD IN THE HOSPITAL ER AT 12:30 P. M.] You FATALLY harmed my SON; CRUELLY and COLD BLOODILY SHOT JUSTIN TWICE [AT POINT BLANK RANGE] IN HIS OWN HOME WHILE HE WAS MINDING HIS OWN BUSINESS. YOU ARE JUST A HATEFUL, EVIL COWARD! What is wrong with you?

You have absolutely no love for yourself, no pride in yourself, obviously no one who believes in you as a person. A person who could achieve and accomplish something worth while in your life. You truly appear to be a 'lost cause'; ARE YOU REALLY A LOST CAUSE AT 26? I find it [extremely] difficult to comprehend that a human can be a lost cause at 26 unless in the case of pure laziness or CHOICE? OR they are filled TO THE BRIM with 'HATE' and EVIL.

Still curious about this [so called] mother and father the PG County attorney says appeared in court on your behalf April 2012; then in DC [September 18, 2012] your attorney claimed your parents abandoned you as an infant with your grandmother and you have never seen nor heard from either your entire life!????

Lord if I told as many lies as you have I'd fear [lightening BOLTS striking me DEAD!!]. SERIOUSLY, I do not mess around with the Lord or the TEN COMMANDMENTS!

YOU inspired me! Never [NEVER] mess with a loving mother cause you will inevitable

BITE OFF FAR MORE THAN YOU CAN CHEW and/or SWALLOW! 

You were wearing an ankle monitor from DC which you received on a FELONY II HANDGUN CHARGE TWENTY TWO days [12/20/2010] before MALICIOUSLY MURDERING my JUSTIN. Did you and your attorney truly believe I would not find out about the 2009 Charge from PG County, MD that you were in Violation of your Parole ALSO ON THE DAY YOU COLD BLOODILY MURDERED MY BEAUTIFUL, GENTLE, COMPASSIONATE, BRILLIANT, LOVING SON AS HE PROTECTED HIS FRIENDS FROM YOUR GUN AND YOUR CRUEL DISINTEREST IN HUMAN LIVES??

Justin December 25, 1988                                                       Justin College Junior May 2010

   YOU MURDERED MY SON, MY GRANDCHILDREN AND MY GREAT-GRANDCHILDREN: YOU ROBBED ME OF MY SON AND MY FAMILY LEGACY!

I WANT MY SON BACK

DO YOU READ ME LOUDLY & CLEARLY?

I have spoken to people in Bowie, MD who formerly referred to you as 'friend'. When a person threatens Folks with death by telling them if they do not keep their mouths shut when they know YOU have MURDERED an innocent man [LIKE YOU DID] THEY STOP BEING A FRIEND! Who do you think you are threatening other peoples lives threatening to KILL people to their face; what is wrong with you? You need to read the Bible several times!

You are a real piece of work! As a matter of fact there are many who blame YOU for screwing up MANY PEOPLES LIVES, tearing apart families forever.

There are NO AWARDS for RUINING peoples lives. No accolades, no benefits, NO MONEY, NO BLUNT, no “QUICK FIX” for the plight YOU caused FOR YOURSELF.

YOU SHOULD HAVE TURNED AND WALKED AWAY NOW YOU MUST DEAL WITH ME THE GRIEVING AND BEREAVED MOMMA OF THE GREATEST MAN I HAVE EVER HAD THE PRIVILEGE TO KNOW~OR WILL EVER KNOW.

 

 JUSTIN VANCE DeSHA-OVERCASH

MURDERER Stop whining about your incarceration YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE!

Never heard Justin whine in 22 years. Never heard Justin complain, never heard him say he was sick, never had to ask if his homework was done [he never played until his work was done a rule he imposed upon himself], Justin never missed school. You will never know anyone like my son and I PITY you.

Why not actually get an education...WHILE YOU HAVE SO MUCH TIME ON YOUR HANDS?

Justin always used his time wisely; although, unlike you HE LOVES TO LEARN!

The most wonderful man I know or will ever know.

MY SON, MY CONSTANT, My BEST FRIEND

Or you can continue to embarrass yourself! INTELLIGENT men and women FOUGHT with their WISDOM and LIVES so you could have a better life. BUT NO YOU chose to throw their HARD work and DEDICATION for your future into the TOILET, COMMIT MURDER and WHINE about YOUR SENTENCE. Well YOU owe apologies to:

Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., Mrs. Rosa Parks, Malcon X, Jesse Jackson, Mr. Bill Cosby, Nelson Mandela, Benjamin Todd Jealous, Mayor Cory Booker, Serena Williams, Melissa Harris-Perry. Shawn "Jay Z" Carter. Benjamin Crump Phillip Agnew William Jelani Cobb, Adam Serwer, Joy-Ann Reid, Charles Blow, Ta-Nehisi Coates, Sunny Hostin, Jamelle Bouie, Ryan Coogler, Shonda Rhimes, Kerry Washington, Mara Brock Akil, Issa Rae, Ava DuVernay, Adepero Oduye, Kendrick Lamar, Jamie Foxx, Beyoncé, Janelle Monáe, Mae Jemison, W. E. B. Du Bois, Dr. Charles Drew, DA Craig Watson [TX], Booker T. Washington, Spike Lee, Gwendolyn Brooks, Reggie Jackson.....the list is endless and goes on and on!

Where exactly did you lose your soul?

YOU SHOULD HAVE TURNED AND WALKED AWAY NOW YOU MUST DEAL WITH ME THE GRIEVING AND BEREAVED MOMMA OF THE GREATEST MAN I HAVE EVER HAD THE PRIVILEGE TO KNOW~

JUSTIN VANCE DeSHA-OVERCASH

I dare say YOU could not even PUT A FOOT IN MY SON'S SHOES LET ALONE HAVE THE GUTS, TENACITY, BRAVERY AND COMPASSION TO WALK IN THEM FOR EVEN ONE MINUTE!

You're too much of a COWARD!

JUSTIN IS BRAVE

he saved two lives from YOU and your illegal GUN!

YOU'RE A

COWARD!

YOU SHOULD HAVE TURNED AND WALKED AWAY NOW YOU MUST DEAL WITH ME THE GRIEVING AND BEREAVED MOMMA OF THE GREATEST MAN I HAVE EVER HAD THE PRIVILEGE TO KNOW~My wonderful loving son! My constant, my only child, my gift from GOD! Justin Vance DeSha-Overcash

P. S. Allow me, Justin's momma, to share how little you know of me. You will not apologize for murdering Justin in cold blood. I do not like people who will not take the consequences for their actions.  [They annoy me].  You will not show remorse for murdering Justin in cold blood. I have my own opinion about people who kill and do not show remorse; read the Bible. I will continue to monitor your movements via the Maryland Judiciary Case Search on a daily basis and telephoning the Hagerstown prison on occasion.  I am very 'detailed' in my business dealings! I will be unwavering in my due diligence to honor my son's life [whom I love far more than my life], my Justin. 

You hold absolutely no sway over me BUT I WILL HEAR THE WORDS “I AM SO VERY SORRY JUSTIN'S MOMMA.” come out of your mouth no matter how long it takes.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?

I love you Justin you will always be my Hero, love momma

100. Judge Serrette
101. Angela Alsobrooke/PG County Prosecutor
102. Pauline Mandel, Esq. MCVRC
103. Barbara Bond OAG Victims Department

The Baby Giraffe [Murius] MURDERED at the Copenhagen Zoo

******Email I sent to the Copenhagen MURDERING Zoo******

Below I have copied and pasted YOUR zoo's mission. Whomever composed this mission LIED as most MONEY mongers do. 

It has been my own opinion for decades ZOOS are heinous, cruel and murderous places WHO kidnap and hold wild animals CAPTIVE until their purpose is no longer USEFUL! I have always ABHORRED ZOO'S myself.

~THANKS COPENHAGEN ZOO YOU HAVE PROVED ME 180% CORRECT! 

You MURDERED A DEFENSELESS, HEALTHY, TWO YEAR OLD GIRAFFE AND FED IT TO OTHER ANIMALS. 


WHOMEVER IS RUNNING THE SHOW AT THE COPENHAGEN ZOO IS MENTALLY ILL AND NEEDS SERIOUS PSYCHIATRIC HELP!
 

 What has been done to this majestic Baby Giraffe, Murius, is more than despicable it truly is cold blooded murderer of a defenseless, HEALTHY, animal.  Why was Murius not NEUTERED OR SENT TO ANOTHER ZOO?  I know the answer that Cophenhagen Zoo will not give; DO YOU?  Think about it!!

Mission and vision

Zoo's mission
The Zoo must

Through modern display and characteristic animal species fit for the local conditions function as a cultural institution within the areas of

- Culture
- Information/education
- Science

Increase the interest in and the understanding of nature and its multitude through experiences based on relevant, activating and entertaining education and display.
Be actively involved in the international efforts to preserve animal species and habitats and thereby contribute to the conservation of the biodiversity.

All of these activities must be based on science.

"PRESERVE ANIMAL SPECIES"......LIARS! YOU have BLOOD on your HANDS!



Baby MURIUS ONLY HAS OUTRAGED HUMAN'S TO SPEAK OUT ON HIS BEHALF!  ITS TOO LATE FOR MURIUS BUT MAYBE NOT TOO LATE FOR THE NEXT ZOO ANIMAL MURDER! ANIMALS CANNOT SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE DEAD!

Copenhagen Zoo:
YOU ARE ANIMAL MURDERERS
LIFE IS PRECIOUS! DO YOU THINK THIS POOR ANIMAL THOUGHT FOR A SECOND YOU WERE GOING TO MURDER IT AND FEED IT'S STILL WARM BODY TO OTHER ANIMALS?
YOU SUCCEEDED IN SICKENING ME [EVEN FURTHER] TOWARD HUMANS INVOLVED WITH ZOOS....
BAN ZOOS...BOYCOTT ZOOS...
HEY YOU STARTED IT...WE ANIMAL LOVERS WILL FINISH IT!
ANIMALS DO NOT BELONG IN ZOOS ~ ANIMALS DO NOT BELONG IN CAPTIVITY...WHERE CRAZY PEOPLE [who refer to themselves as scientists] can get ANYWHERE near them.

GOOD RIDDANCE ZOOS OF MURDER!
There is a special place in HELL for people like you!



Justin's momma

Rob Stroh - Joey (Official Video) This broke my heart...

Justin's Third Heavenly Anniversary

Today, January 11, 2014, Justin DeSha-Overcash has been absent from all of our lives for three very long years. Oddly; like everything else in this world it seems almost like 'yesterday'. I do not like that Justin is gone; no I do not like it one bit.

“As my sufferings mounted I soon realized that there were two ways in which I could respond to my situation -- either to react with bitterness or seek to transform the suffering into a creative force. I decided to follow the latter course.”
― Martin Luther King Jr.

Decades ago I prayed to the Lord that during my life on this planet all I wished to know ~ [was true love and true happiness] and HE gifted me with Justin. Justin taught me true love, patience, joy, to put others before myself and his mere presence in my life gave me the greatest happiness I have ever known [or will ever know until we meet again].

I know that no amount of praying, wishing, begging, bartering or thoughts of penance will bring Justin home. I still find great difficulty in coming to grips that Justin's presence, love, hugs, laughter, kindness, gentle nature and friendship could be taken away.

Life is empty and this is okay. Life is tedious and this is okay. Life is not fun any longer...this too is okay. I had a blast for 32 years and then I had Justin in my life for the next 22 years and I had no idea life could get even better! So I am truly much better off than some people who have never known love and happiness; even if I never find either again.

Justin and I remain connected with an unseen [cord]; if you do not believe my words that is fine. However, I know that Justin watches over me to protect me from the harshest reality of human actions.

Babe I really miss you, I know you're aware I talk to you all of the time! I so desperately wish things had not happened as they did honey....I wish nothing had happened at all....just our typical boring, uneventful life, aw Babe.....

I remain Justin's [loving, devoted and sad] momma throughout time and space I'll look for you among the stars Honey!

A Child and Mommas Connection~Unbreakable

While pregnant with Justin I did not know the baby's gender; even so, I chose to only pick out a boys name!

Justin for the baby's first name, Vance, after my step father, for the middle name, DeSha, my maiden name, as my father passed three years prior to Justin's birth and of course the birth fathers last name Overcash.

On the way to the hospital Justin's father kept asking was I absolutely certain that we should not have a girls name prepared?  I kept saying no; on his fifth annoying and redundant question I uncontrollably shouted, "OKAY!  FINE!  Justine Vanessa!!"  Adding much more loudly, "BUT IT'S NOT GONNA BE A GIRL!"

Hey I was experiencing contractions what do you want from me; civility?  If you knew him; he is extremely annoying by nature I truly feel [under the circumstances] I held it together very well!!  Chocking him went through my mind several times; however, he was driving and I was doing my contraction thing!

Oh for a young girls sake I hoped it was not going to be a girl; all of a sudden all I could hear in my mind was my voice shouting, "Justine Vanessa" and kept thinking I did not quite believe I could handle having a daughter with this name combination!  Now I really wanted to smack him for the mental anguish on top of contractions!

The 'only a boy' issue came about naturally on my part; #1~I just knew I was having a BOY. #2~I have four brothers of my own as well as many more male cousins [double] than female and Justin's father had one sibling; a brother, #3 I was carrying the baby low~BOY, and #4 a dream assured me that I was carrying a boy.  A dream you say; yes a dream an announcing dream and a most unsettling dream.

You may think it an 'old wives tale' or just believe it to be nonsense but for those who have an open mind there are many unexplainable occurrences in this world and one just has to take a leap of faith.

Google~ *Announcing Dream ~

*"A concept relating to reincarnation. When a soul is ready to reincarnate, it will announce itself, often to the woman pregnant with the soul’s future body. Sometimes, however, another person—such as the future child’s father or other relative—will have the announcing dream. Implies that the soul of a person does not enter the body at inception.

In my eighth month [you can believe or disbelieve me] I had such a dream; however, I would awaken from my *announcing dream shattered, crying and fearing for my future child.  My dream was so vivid even to this day I have never forgotten one detail.  This dream bothered me from that day and still does because my dream of Justin's announcing came true.

During my sleep [and as you have probably also said in referring to an intense dream, "It felt so real!"] their was a toddler standing in front of me.  I cannot tell you anything of what was in the surroundings I was so intent upon looking at this child.  He was so beautiful so fair complected, beautiful blue eyes [but they did not hold a look of happiness there was no expression at all], his hair was so blonde and curly, he wore red corduroy overalls and a pale yellow turtle neck.  He was holding his left hand on his left side under his rib cage and his right hand was atop his left.  I remember looking at him and cocking my head to the right as if I were puzzled and it was then he held out his hands toward me and his hands were covered with blood.  This is when I woke crying hysterically and told Justin's father of this horrible dream.  Justin was born shortly afterward on May 1, 1988.

Justin Christmas 1989 he was 19 months old and looking [swag] before there was [swag]!

On January 11, 2011 when Justin was murdered by a Prince Georges County, MD career criminal  

Justin was shot twice on his left side right below his rib cage in the precise place the toddler 

of my unforgettable announcing dream of 22 years earlier.


The holidays?  I am happy they have passed; sad that they will come again.  I successfully hid from everything and everyone; I know I cannot continue to handle the holidays hiding in my home [and not answering the phone] for the remainder of my life but without Justin life is not fun anymore. 

Honey I miss you...and Justin you know I will forever love you [bigger than the universe]!  momma