Friday, January 23, 2015

Justin Continues to Teach Me After He is Gone

"A new broom sweeps clean. 
Where there's a will there's a way."

An email to a friend on my birthday... 

WoW!  I did not realize you lived in Philly! I lived in Chalfont from 2002 through 2006...Justin graduated from Central Bucks South high school...the first year we lived there it snowed 27" in 7 hours if I could have gotten to a truck rental business I would have MOVED!! hahaha lord it got cold there...my poor Chihuahua was so cold sometimes! haha but if I had tried to put one of those coats on him he'd have eaten me!! lolololol

Thank you for thinking of me on my birthday...I have cried most of the day away...Justin was so much of my life...I truly wanted grandchildren and Justin would have been an amazingly great father and loving husband. In middle school he had already picked names for his children!! My 'planner'!

I was looking for a specific birthday card today that he had given me when I opened an envelop with another birthday card and a book marker fell out...for some unknown reason I turned it over and on the back Justin had written "A new broom sweeps clean. Where there's a will there's a way." The writing looked to be when he was in middle school...I burst into tears...wishing he were here so I could call him and ask the circumstances of the quote...why he had written it the way he did...you know Maria momma heart queries... "where there's a will" was written in a semi circle [?]

I believe [in my heart] Justin wished for me to find this today...I was actually out among people this past holiday...for the first three years I slept from October through February. Truly, I seemed to be like a bear hibernating. 
Even the little greeting lady at Walmart was proud of me this year for being out and about...

Through this year if I were sitting at a traffic light I would motion the driver beside me to roll down their window...then I'd shout Merry Christmas and they would burst into laughter and shout Merry Christmas back! I must have told 500 people Merry Christmas...I guess I was making up for hibernating the past three years!



 
I believe I got so wrapped up in being 'Justin's momma' I forgot who [Karen] is...now I must go and find out who she is and what she can do without Justin by her side. "A new broom sweeps clean. Where there's a will there's a way."  

Damn Maria I cannot tell you how many times I have been knocked down in life; I have just never been down this long I always got right back up!!!! I have been in counseling since 3/2011...that's a long time...I should be cured of anything and everything by now! 




Before [before everything was different] when I was knocked down it never involved anything I cherished, wanted, needed, cared for, loved, and was so closely tied to..... this truly sucks!   

Sorry it's been a bad day...another birthday without Justin...this makes five...but now that I have received direction things may just begin to look up...I know that I need to find me...Justin's momma died.  She died with Justin at 12:30 P.M. on January 11, 2011.

I hope this message isn't to, you know, weird? Your message just happened along when I realized what the problem/solution is....

Try to stay warm up there in Philly...I did like it there...although the people are always in such a hurry! Justin once asked me, "momma why are they always in such a hurry?" My reply, "I don't know honey I've never been in one!" hahaha I truly loved being a momma...now I have to be a 'Karen'...oh lord that's a little scary!!

Take it easy Chick! I'll try not to get too much weird~er

Hum? Karen? WoW!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

The Aquarius Mom


"Eclectic hardly begins to describe you. “You’re affectionate yet aloof, stern yet spontaneous, the world’s mellowest control freak,” write the AstroTwins. Organized chaos is your specialty, meaning that your family life never becomes boring. You might be surprised by the depth of emotion motherhood has brought to your normally intimacy-fearing self—and you have your fourth house of motherhood, governed by traditional Taurus, to thank for that. Be careful not to lose site of your true edgy self or you may build up resentment or trigger an identity crisis."

"Organized chaos" describes me to a 'T'!! I lost sight of myself because of loving you so much honey; this is quite alright, I do not mind in the least. Justin DeSha-Overcash you were so loving back you found the 'key to my heart'!

I found it interesting that my fourth house of [Motherhood] is governed by traditional Taurus ~ and you Babe are a Taurus! Gosh knows I wish you were hear so I could pick up the damn phone and call you!

Nope there was [never] a dull moment in our house was there honey? Justin you brought out in me a depth of emotion I never knew I had or could experience. Thank you honey so very much for I never knew true love until you came into my life. Justin I have no regrets we had so much fun and laughed a lot. I just wish this had not come to an end.

Oh and not to worry Justin, for you know me well, there was never a moment of resentment or identity crisis, on my part, before or after I saw that tiny beautiful face in the delivery room May 1, 1988 at 2:41 AM. Only joy and happiness can, and will continue, to be found in my shattered heart for you honey.

I am lucky I guess for you'd have to say I have so many memories to play over and over in my mind of the laughter filled moments which no one can take away from me, Honey I love and miss you something awful, momma

Justin Christmas 2009 we had a great day!  Laughter, conversation, an epic silly string battle, great food, special sweets and treats....son I miss you so very much I do not even bake Red Velvet cake anymore...your favorite.  I wish we could go back in time, just one minute before you were shot, and somehow your fate could be changed.  I would gladly take your place Justin my son, my constant, my beloved, my joy, my heartbeat, mt breath, my everything.

WHO Murdered Christopher Cummings?

Christopher was studying law enforcement at Old Dominion University and instead of going home for summer break was talking a course!

Christopher Cummings just 20 years old was senselessly murdered in his frat house, June 10, 2011, when an unknown assailant kicked open the door at 4:30 AM.and shot him to death.

Chris' birthday is approaching on January 29, 2015 a day hardest on parents, siblings, and friends. 

The SENSELESS MURDERS of our young people MUST STOP!  They have never captured Chris' murderer [?]  Someone knows something human nature alone dictates someone will talk; how can a person live with this tragic and horrid murder of an innocent person on their soul?

Christopher Cummings and those victims like him MUST HAVE THEIR DAY IN COURT!  They must have JUSTICE!

I am Justin's [sad] momma

There is a reward for information leading to the arrest and incarceration of the person [or persons] responsible for the murder Chris and assault and attempted murder of his Frat mate on June 10, 2011.


Christopher Cumming's Memorial Video 

http://youtu.be/vd-8PPaYUUM

Friend writes rap video in Christoper Cummings honor
 
http://youtu.be/GTs1rEJik_8

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Depression and Mothers of Murdered Children

I did not know how badly "The Date" was going to hit me this year.  'It' has hit me as badly as the day the sheriffs knocked on my door to deliver the tragically debilitating news of Justin's murder January 11, 2011 at 4:27 PM.

Depression is an uncontrollable emotion.  I know because I never experienced [depression] before Justin was murdered.  I see a psychologist once a week and there is a shelf in one of my kitchen cabinets that looks like a freaking pharmacy; yet still I have no relief from Justin being gone from my life.

I truly do not believe I will have relief until I see Justin's smile and his hand reaches for mine in the light.  This is when I honestly believe I will have relief again.

Suddenly in the midst of whatever I am doing I simply [must] sleep.  These sleep episodes are uncontrollable, too.  I sleep for hours on end if I wake it may be to feed my animals or let Luke out and I am literally back asleep before my head hits the pillow.  These are [hard] sleeps; if I dream I remember nothing, I do not hear the phone ringing, or hear if people knock, I am literally out. 

This is what I have been doing since the 11th.  I am typing this while I am awake because I do not know if I will experience another sleep episode.  Right now I feel fine but this is how I have felt everyday then suddenly I cannot stay awake. This has happened everyday since the 12th; I have slept approximately 16 or more hours everyday.

I was accustomed to these sleep episodes for the first couple years.  Then they became less and less.  However, since Sunday they have come back with a fury.

I really [really] miss Justin and my life sucks without him here.  I wish I could say something positive or share a moment of joy but without Justin there just is not the same hope or future.  Hell there is not any future.  The murderer took this all away with two bullets.

All I want is my son back, I want life the way it was one minute before the MURDER of JUSTIN HAPPENED! 

Justin's [forlorn] momma
Christmas 2009 Justin and me having our epic Silly String battle!  We always had so much fun from the time Justin was six months old until he was [murdered] we laughed about everything..now nothing is funny!
!

Monday, January 12, 2015

WHY AMERICANS CANNOT FIND EMPLOYMENT

SLAVE LABOR IN PRISON BY TOP CORPORATIONS SOME PAY AS LITTLE AS 17 cents an HOUR! WE THE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ROYALLY SCREWED BY MONEY, GREED, AND A CAPTIVE WORKFORCE OF MODERN SLAVES!  These inmates cannot call in sick, do not get vacations, they are there ready to work every day!

Who is investing? At least 37 states have legalized the contracting of prison labor by private corporations that mount their operations inside state prisons.

The list of corporations using inmate slave labor will "BLOW YOUR MIND"

The list of such companies contains the cream of U.S. corporate society:
IBM, Boeing
Motorola
Microsoft 
AT&T 
Wireless 
Texas Instrument 
Dell, Compaq 
Honeywell 
Hewlett-Packard 
Nortel 
Lucent Technologies 
3Com Intel 
Northern Telecom 
TWA 
Nordstrom’s
Revlon 
Macy’s 
Pierre Cardin 
Target Stores
and many more. 

All of these businesses are excited about the economic boom generation by prison labor. Just between 1980 and 1994, profits went up from $392 million to $1.31 billion. 

Inmates in state penitentiaries generally receive the minimum wage for their work, but not all; in Colorado, they get about $2 per hour, well under the minimum. And in privately-run prisons, they receive as little as 17 cents per hour for a maximum of six hours a day, the equivalent of $20 per month. 

The highest-paying private prison is CCA in Tennessee, where prisoners receive 50 cents per hour for what they call “highly skilled positions.” At those rates, it is no surprise that inmates find the pay in federal prisons to be very generous. There, they can earn $1.25 an hour and work eight hours a day, and sometimes overtime. They can send home $200-$300 per month.

Thanks to prison labor, the United States is once again an attractive location for investment in work that was designed for Third World labor markets. A company that operated a maquiladora (assembly plant in Mexico near the border) closed down its operations there and relocated to San Quentin State Prison in California. In Texas, a factory fired its 150 workers and contracted the services of prisoner-workers from the private Lockhart Texas prison, where circuit boards are assembled for companies like IBM and Compaq.

[Former] Oregon State Representative Kevin Mannix recently urged Nike to cut its production in Indonesia and bring it to his state, telling the shoe manufacturer that “there won’t be any transportation costs; we’re offering you competitive prison labor (here).”

NOW if this article does not make you, as an American Citizen, fighting mad I do not know what will! 

To be quite honest when I read the contents of this article it made me sick!  I knew that Corporate America would 'stoop low' to 'beef up' their profit margins; however, I had no idea they would stoop this low.  Now I understand how the upper echelon can afford to receive such outlandish bonuses.  They are receiving they monies [off the backs of the new 21st Century SLAVE LABORERS].  While We The People are starving and cannot find EMPLOYMENT!

WE THE PEOPLE must "Stand UP and Say SOMETHING!"

I am Justin's [I am an American and I am tired of getting SCREWED] momma

Murderer LOST Appeal ~ YES!

******** APPEALS COURT UPDATE APPEAL WON THIS TIME********

October 1, 2014

The opinion came back on Friday and I haven’t read it yet, but we won by a close margin. That means the Court upheld the conviction . 

The brief is 45 pages long and I have been in Court so I will scan and email it to you on Tuesday. The case is also reported, which means it can be used and quoted in other cases. There is the possibility the Defense Attorney may appeal this case to the Court of Appeals and the Attorney General thought that might be a possibility.

Take care. This is GOOD NEWS!!

********A WIN FOR JUSTIN!!! Justice PREVAILED!!!********

Let's pray Mr. Williams cannot get another appeal or if he does he LOOSES AGAIN!

Opinion link on google:

http://www.mdcourts.gov/opinions/cosa/2014/0651s12.pdf 

Mr. Williams LOST Appeal can be read on this link from google.  The sad issue [which drives me up a tree as Justin's momma] is the description of what occurred the day Mr. Williams cold bloodily murdered my son is a LIE!  A COMPLETE AND UTTER LIE!  There was no struggle between Justin and Mr. Williams for the gun; my son, Justin, had never seen a firearm in his entire life.  He was a[geekl] a double major Physics and Astronomy/minor Geophysics who did not know the first thing about fighting!   

I spoke to the eyewitnesses once we knew there would not be a jury trial; I know exactly how my beautiful son died~cruelly, horrifically, senselessly, at pointblank range with Williams looking him in the eyes!?!

Mr. Williams defense attorney guided Mr. Williams into taking a [plea deal] for he knew a jury trial would bring in experts and the coroners report which would prove [and logically dispute] everything this murdering sociopath uttered.

God please watch over Justin's path of justice. In Jesus name we pray, amen.

Justin's [for the first time in four years H-A-P-P-Y] momma

Justin and me standing outside of the rental home where Williams would enter uninvited and fatally shot my wonderful son on January 11, 2011.  Why didn't Williams ask Justin for my address before shooting Justin so he could kill me also?  I died that day anyway!  I breathe and my heartbeats but this is all.  WILLIAMS; I WANT MY SON BACK!


A Day in Prison For a MURDERER

****** SPECIAL ALERT ******

EVERYONE YOU WILL BE HAPPY TO KNOW I JUST SPOKE WITH A CASE MANAGER AND MR. WILLIAMS [THE SPAWN OF SATAN] SPENDS TWENTY THREE [23] HOURS A DAY IN HIS CELL! YES IT APPEARS THIS MONSTER CANNOT GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER INMATES; IMAGINE THAT!

I WAS SO UPSET AT THE SENTENCING HEARING WHEN JUDGE SURETTE SENTENCED THIS CRAZED REMORSELESS MURDERER TO FORTY NINE [49] YEARS. I KNEW THEN [IF] HE WERE EVER RELEASED HE WOULD KILL AGAIN. 

Even though she added for the record, "Mr. Williams I have been on the bench for thirty years and I can tell you now YOU cannot be rehabilitated!  YOU chose a lesser Victim and Mr. Williams YOU could have turned and walked away.  But You chose not to."

IF NOTHING ELSE HE WILL MORE THAN LIKELY SPEND HIS ENTIRE LIFE BEHIND BARS FOR MURDERING ANOTHER INMATE!

THERE IS SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH THIS HUMAN BEING AND I AM SO SORRY MY BEAUTIFUL JUSTIN HAD TO ENCOUNTER THIS MONSTERS EVIL PRESENCE IN THE LAST FEW MOMENTS OF WHAT WOULD BE THE END OF HIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE.

OH HONEY IF ONLY I HAD BEEN THERE FOR YOU. REST EASY NOW BABE THIS MONSTER WILL ENSURE HIS OWN JUSTICE AS HE DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING BUT EVIL, HATRED, AND ANGER.

I ASKED HIM TO SEEK THE LORD OBVIOUSLY HE CHOSE NOT TO LISTEN.

FIRST DEGREE MURDERER~Deandre R. Williams, 27 years old, can attempt to plead for parole in 2038!  If he receives parole in MD he will be transported to a prison in Washington, DC for the Felony II handgun Charge [December 18, 2010] for which he was wearing an ankle monitor when he MURDERED JUSTIN on January 11, 2011.








He cold bloodily murdered my Justin; as Justin protected two fellow UMd alumni/friends.


Christmas morning 1993 Charlotte, NC my Justin, my only child, was 4 years old.  I remember this morning as if it were yesterday Baby!   



Fall 2005 Senior Mom's Night...again I remember this night like it were yesterday Honey!  I love this pose we came up with and some of the other guys wanted to do the same pose [remember]?  Of course you do Babe!




 HE HAD NO RIGHT TO TAKE YOU, YOUR FUTURE CHILDREN AND MY FUTURE GRANDCHILDREN AWAY FROM US!  HE HAS THE BLOOD OF MANY GENERATIONS OF OUR FAMILY UPON HIS SOUL!

I desperately want you back son but know this is improbable!

 I LOVE YOU JUSTIN FROM THE MOMENT I SAW YOU I COULD NOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU.  We will meet again honey I know this to be fact. Love and miss you Babe times infinity plus one, momma

"Let Peace Begin Here"


Here is my latest art project for the Woodfin Elementary school in a small township outside of Asheville, NC in western Carolina. 

My sign is placed in the Peace Garden at the school where the children are enjoying making handmade ornaments. Their ornaments are including pine cones covered in peanut butter then rolled in bird seed for our outdoor feathered friends!

This sign became more than just a project. It became a 'labor of love' and inner 'peace'; the hand print is Justin's from age three. I thought it fitting to stencil his print and paint it in every color of every ethnicity, 

The stars contain words that he and I discussed many times as he grew up: love, kindness, understanding, compassion, acceptance, and tolerance.

and...wouldn't it be wondrous to experience World Peace in our lifetime? 

There is always Hope!

I remain Justin's [optimistic] momma 

Placed in the Woodfin Elementary 'Peace Garden'

Merry Heavenly Christmas Justrin

Merry Christmas My Son, Justin, From momma


There will never be a morning I will not wake without your name upon my lips.
 

There will never be a day that I will not pine for your presence.
 

There will never be a day my heart will not ache to hear your laughter.
 

There will never be a day I will not have an aching soul when the phone does not ring so I may hear your wonderful voice.
 

Nor will there ever be a night when I lay my head upon my pillow that your name is not the last words that I speak before I cry myself to sleep my beautiful son.


"Night, night sweet dreams Honey. I love you Baby, I'll see you in the morning!" These are the words I wrote upon the note I placed in your jacket pocket my sweet bunny boy; before they placed you where I could no longer see your beautiful face honey..


 Justin's Christmas 2015 Grave Blanket made in the colors of his Alma Mater ~the University of Maryland College Park, MD

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Justin DeSha-Overcash's 2011 MURDER/Facts Never Shared With the Media

Four years later the facts of the murder of UMd graduate Justin DeSha-Overcash remain unknown.

“Justice will never be served until the unaffected become as outraged as the affected.” ~Benjamin Franklin


     January 11, 2011 a cloudy day would begin with snow flurries that would turn into a snow storm. This would be the last day of Justin DeSha-Overcash’s life. The day the Prince George’s county pPpolice press release department would begin to circulate many fabricated stories, pursuant to Justin’s life and senseless demise, to the media.

     As ‘Justin’s momma’, Karen DeSha, I am finally writing to set forth the true facts of the most bizarre and incredulous nightmare I was forced to participate in involving unconscionable lies about my beautiful son, Justin, after his violent murder by a PG county career criminal.

FACT: Justin resided in a single family dwelling [a home] at 8809 38th Avenue College Park, MD while attending UMd. This home consisted of six bedrooms which were leased to different individual UMd students at any given time. When they rent these rooms these students do not know one another. My weary heart is growing more of the opinion that if a college student feels their life to be in danger, by a room mate, they should be allowed to cancel their lease immediately, their deposit be returned, with no questions asked. As for the reckless rental method of college landlords, which appears is beginning to endanger the lives of students, I can state with great conviction, landlords should be held accountable if they choose to continue to rent rooms “helter skelter” to Lessees who murder or harm other Lessees. “Money” truly has become the root of all evil.

In the current climate in America of young children, teenagers, and millennia’s taking the lives of others ‘in the blink of an eye’ something is very wrong and I am reminded of Justin’s 1993 elementary school mission statement “Home Is Where the Start Is.” Parents wake up communicate with your children give them guidance, consistency, and above all love!

FACT: Justin had confided in his mentor at UMd he did not like the “things” that were going on at 8809 38th Avenue. His concerned mentor immediately suggested he move and he responded, “I will move in May when I graduate and my [lease] is up.” My son never made it to May!
FACT: Justin DeSha-Overcash bravely forfeited his life and saved TWO fellow UMd alumni on January 11, 2011 from the masked gunman who later would be captured and identified as PG County career criminal Deandre Ricardo Williams. Why did the Prince George’s county police press release department [never] report Justin’s selfless and heroic act? This is the Justin we all know and love: compassionate, accountable, loving, a true ‘brother’, and genuinely protective human being! Yet never [never] was Justin’s life saving act of heroism released to the media.

FACT: Justin did not die in his rental home. Justin was transported, unconscious, via ambulance to the hospital and he fought for one hour and three minutes to LIVE! However, my brave, beautiful, strong, intelligent son’s colon had been nicked by one of the two, or a piece of, one of the two horrid bullets Mr. Williams cold bloodily pumped into my precious son’s body; my gift from God. Justin’s healthy body went toxic and there was nothing, absolutely nothing, the doctors in the emergency room could do to change my best friend, my joy, my constant, my
son’s fate. Justin was pronounced at 12:30 PM on January 11, 2011.

FACT: Mr. Williams had received a Felony II Handgun Charge on December 18, 2010 in the District of Columbia and was jailed in DC. He pleaded with a judge to release him she replied,
“No, you are High Intensity”. He went before a male judge a day later pleading again to be released, his reply, “No you are High Intensity.” On the third attempt Mr. Williams appeared before a female judge to plead for his release. She released him on December 20, 2010 with an ankle monitor that only registered that Mr. Williams was in by curfew, 10 PM until 6 AM, and Mr. Willams was [free to do as he pleased] from 6AM until 10 PM everyday.

FACT: Twenty two days later [22 days] this “High Intensity” criminal fatally shot my son for no reason. In the District of Columbia it is against the law to release a prisoner being held on a Felony II Handgun Charge. I researched and found this Felony II Handgun Charge against Mr. Williams and notified the
DC Attorney General’s Office. Upon notifying the authorities in DC that Mr. Williams had committed the First Degree Murder of my son, Justin, while he was wearing an ankle monitor the Assistant AG was most willing to work with me to bring Mr. Williams to justice. My son, Justin DeSha-Overcash, and I were made Victim/Survivors of this crime.

FACT: On the day Mr. Williams murdered my son in cold blood he was on a Parole Violation for a 2009 charge he committed in Prince George’s county where he murdered Justin DeSha-Overcash; however, his defense attorney quickly hid this offense.

FACT: With the assistance of Chief David Mitchell, of the University of Maryland, he secured a conference with the Prince George’s county authorities in Upper Marlboro, MD on *March 25. 2011. When I met with Chief Mitchell, who was the former Chief of PG County for twenty six years, in February 2011 he found it unbelievably incredulous that the acting Chief had not even contacted me since Justin’s murder. I had placed numerous calls to the Acting Chief and none of my calls were returned. Many of you reading this may not know Victims and Survivors have “no rights”. We are patronized, treated with disdain, threatened, or utterly and completely ignored. They [authorities] hope Victims and Survivors of violent crimes will grow weary and just “go away”; this treatment is not prevalent to Prince George’s county this is the customary treatment of Victims and Survivors in every state and city America. Vote HR# 40 Victims Rights Bill

*March 25, 2011 Conference-in attendance Mr. Erico [representing the newly appointed police commissioner], Acting Chief McGaw, Major Stronge-Homicide, Major Moore-Victim Assistance, Lead Detective Harris, MCVRC Attorney Mrs. Pauline Mandel, Esq., myself, and my witnesses UMd Grad students Jodie Gaeman and Jesse Wimert. I learned from the beginning of this nightmare never to meet with Prince George’s county without witnesses.

     I spoke of how they [PG county authorities] had violated Justin’s Constitutional Rights as a Victim and “murdered him twice” by fabricating stories of his lifestyle and feeding information to the media that was untrue and I made it quite clear I was not leaving this meeting until they told me why! I could share many things that were said on this day in the two and one half hours spent in this room; however, I am going straight to a few statements made by then Acting Chief McGaw. His short, unconscionable, and ludicrous exchange horrified me and therein I immediately knew Prince George’s County’s agenda which lead to all the lies and fabrications in their attempt to harm my son, Justin’s good name and 22 year honorable life.

     McGaw looked across the table at me and said. “You have to understand. We had all these things going on in our precinct.” In my mind I thought, [I don’t have to understand anything, my son is dead!] McGaw continued, with more emphasis in his voice, “Then all these murders began happening!” [I felt sick to my stomach. In a split second I realized the truth and before McGaw could utter another word I looked him directly in the eye and said], “Oh my God, you “threw Justin under the bus” to take the media’s eye off your money laundering precinct!” Everyone in attendance looked down at the table no one would look at me. They kept looking at the table as I let out a gasp of horror, disbelief, and grief. I guessed their ‘agenda’! My Caucasian, middle class, college educated son had been literally and figuratively ‘drug through the mud’ because they never expected I would stand up for my child that I know my son and who he is that I am a full-time momma who communicates with her child and would not back down until I got to the bottom of this barrel of lies. They ‘used’ Justin never anticipating I would stand at the gates of Hell for my son if this is what it would take to regain Justin’s honor.

    m Did none of you wonder why the other thirty four murder Victims garnered no more than two or three Paragraphs? I certainly did! The PG County prosecutor and I had many conversations which ended in my saying, “The only racial issues in Prince George’s county are caused by the judicial system!” This is the same prosecutor who screamed in my face saying, "it's a business" he was of course referring to the judicial system!

     In February 2011 I secured a copy of the evidence sheet from Justin’s room. I questioned why all the bags of marijuana they “allegedly claimed” were in his room were not listed? I asked if they ‘lied’ or they ‘took them’. Many people wrote unkind comments saying I was [white and clueless]; that just because Justin
was white and in college he was still a drug dealer and I needed to stop being stupid and realize this. Well they were wrong and no I posses a lot of common sense. Thank you for reminding me of my ethnicity; however, I was raised not seeing color and in turn Justin was raised not seeing color. A [man] murdered my son; plain and simple.

     I will turn 59 in January I am a child of the 70’s and unlike some parents I refused to lie to my son or be a hypocrite. I was always very open and honest with Justin I told him this was the only constant in life, other than my love, I could offer him. Here is the advice I gave him about marijuana; “never keep
more than a misdemeanor amount on you, in your vehicle, or in your room at anytime.” My son listened to his momma there was a misdemeanor amount of marijuana in his room on January 11, 2011. [OMG! Marijuana on a college campus; by the way I am not ashamed of Justin never was never will be.
I must also mention I am a proponent for legalization of marijuana.] Keep in mind as you read this Justin Vance DeSha-Overcash is my child and I raised my son my way with honesty, integrity, ethics, morals, honor, and accountability.

      By the way the police took three hundred and fourteen dollars ($314.00) off of Justin’s dresser labeling this ‘drug money’. I took Justin’s pay stubs and his bank statements and did simple bookkeeping and the three hundred and fourteen dollars ($314.00) were refunded to me with an apology letter. The state of Maryland paid the full burial benefit of five thousand dollars ($5,000.00) these funds are only paid [if] the Victim is not involved in the cause/crime of their death. Seven hundred and eighty dollars ($780.00) were paid for forty eight (48) grief counseling sessions for me; three years later I am still seeing a psychologist and will more than likely be seeing one for the remainder of my life without Justin.

     Now I ask you, as an intelligent person, after reading this additional information one would have to ask many new questions about the validity of the fodder delved out to the media from the PG county police press release department in 2011 and 2012.

     Crime Stoppers paid out the twenty five thousand ($25,000.00) reward posted for Justin’s murderer.

     Justin, a double major Physics and Astronomy minor Geophysics, possessed 176 college credits and received his diploma posthumously. His beloved Alma mater, the glorious, University of Maryland at College Park has a scholarship in his name “The Justin DeSha-Overcash Summer Research Award”. If you feel so inclined please donate to allow UMd students the ability to enjoy learning as much as Justin.

     We lost a great research scientist, an amazing human being, a community asset, many lost a close
loving friend, I lost a loving and devoted son, future grandchildren, future great-grandchildren, and the
will to live.

     If you were not present in the court room at the sentencing hearing then you are not aware I forgave Mr. Williams. I told him Justin forgave him by the time he looked into the Lord’s eyes. I continued,“Mr. Williams I do not hate you we do not use this word in our home. However, I must tell you; you have enough hate within you for everyone within this court room today. My hope is you seek and find God for I know He is your only hope.” The sooner the people of this world come together the better I believe [my hope is] this world will be.

     I really do want my son back and I wish you too could have met Justin; what I have written is the absolute truth so help me God.

I am and remain Justin’s loving, loyal, proud, and grieving momma

Justin DeSha-Overcash's Memorial Video 2015






No I did not sleep well last night. I kept waking up thinking, "Justin was still alive at this time four years ago!"
Every time I have looked at the clock, since I finally got up at 7:11 AM, mind mind keeps repeating, "Justin was still alive at this time four years ago!"

My stomach is in complete turmoil, my mind is racing and yes I am experiencing anxiety attacks; as if this there is something I could do to change my beautiful Justin's fate of four years ago!

I am sure these feelings will continue to grow as 12:30 PM looms closer; the time my son, my constant, my beloved child was pronounced dead. I cannot 'wrap my mind around Justin's death' even four years later.

I want my son back and I will never feel this is too much to ask! I seriously would have taken Justin's place without hesitation or question. Had I been asked I would have gladly offered Justin what grace has given me to protect him.

'A'-type personalities cannot grasp the concept that they cannot fix, repair, nor find a solution~I am so angry at myself for I can do nothing...absolutely nothing. Justin and I are connected and this cannot be broken even in death. Thus I sit here and grieve while begging God not to leave me here without Justin for decades.

I must now take the star balloons to the cemetery with the messages I have written upon them. Four~ one for every year Justin has not been by my side. Then later this evening I will release them to float up to the Heavens.

I remain Justin's momma now and throughout eternity I love and miss you so greatly honey

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Poem~ Grieving Mother

Grieving Mother

I am a grieving mother
And this is what I do
I think about my child
Just like you

My child is not here
Things are not the same
I talk out loud to myself
Just to say his name

I am a grieving mother
And I get up everyday
I wish my child was alive
In the worst possible way

~Unknown~ 



My son and I Fall 2005, mom Senior Night, Titan #49 my heartbeat, my constant, my joy.

Justin DeSha-Overcash
2:41 AM May 1, 1988
12:00 PM January 11, 2011
I love you Honey "times infinity plus ONE" my beautiful gift from God.

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

The TRUTH~Michael Brown WAS MURDERED

FINALLY THE TRUTH!  Michael Brown WAS MURDERED

I did not have to be a 'rocket scientist' to know that the officer murdered Michael Brown~all I had to do was draw on my knowledge of what the Prince George's County press release department [ATTEMPTED] to do to my beautiful son, Justin, before I began kicking their ASSES!  The police do lie, they are a brotherhood, they protect one another, sadly, some of the timefor all of the wrong reasons.  No PG county police did not shot and kill Justin DeSha-Overcash they murdered my wonderful son a second time in the media~they know this statement all too well~I said it to their faces over and over and over....Victims have NO rights in America and are Victimized unless YOU stand up and SAY SOMETHING!

In looking into the background of hiring in the Ferguson Police department many of this officers had been released from other departments for misconduct.  In my opinion the Ferguson's department is composed of "the worst, of the worst, of the worst."

No I did not like that people were vandalizing, no I did not like that there were residents and strangers openly viciously rioting, this is not the way to CHANGE THE LAWS and to receive JUSTICE for the Silent Victim.

Kudos to the American Citizens whom chose rather to peacefully stand up for Michael Brown and to speak for him, his family and Liberty for all!  God bless Michael Brown and his family in this horrid, horrid tragedy.  The consistent and unconscionable mistreatment of the Black Americans by law enforcement MUST END NOW this is the 21st Century.
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Darren Wilson killed Michael Brown. Here’s why he probably won’t go to jail.

Updated by Amanda Taub on August 27, 2014, 7:10 a.m. ET @amandataub

Demonstrators protest the shooting death of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri. Scott Olson
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Will Ferguson, Missouri, police officer Darren Wilson ever be prosecuted for shooting Michael Brown?

Since August 9, when Wilson shot and killed Brown, an unarmed teenager, protesters have taken to the streets of the St. Louis suburb and cities around the United States to insist that Wilson be charged in Brown's death. Their demand, emblazoned on T-shirts, inked onto handmade signs, and voiced in chants of "no justice, no peace," speaks to a widely held fear that the courts and police will be more interested in protecting the rights of a white police officer with no disciplinary record than the rights of a black 18-year-old.

Local and federal investigations into the shooting are underway, and a St. Louis County grand jury has already begun to hear evidence about the case.  That does not mean that a conviction, or even a trial, is guaranteed. The justice system is still a system: there are rules that must be followed, steps that must be taken, and criteria that must be fulfilled. Here's what you need to know.
Wilson could be prosecuted in federal court, state court, or possibly both

Wilson could theoretically be prosecuted in state court, in federal court, or both, because state and federal authorities have concurrent jurisdiction over the shooting. At the moment, both state and federal investigations appear to be moving forward.

A state prosecution would, in some ways, be simpler. If the evidence supports a criminal case, state authorities could prosecute Wilson for murder or manslaughter, or just assault, which may be easier to prove than a federal civil rights offense, said Kevin Curran,  president of the Missouri Association of Criminal Defense Lawyers. "The state just has to show that he pulled the trigger, and he intended to pull the trigger, and there weren't any defenses." A federal prosecution, by contrast, would have to prove an additional element: that Wilson willfully deprived Brown of his civil rights.

Still, some aspects of a state prosecution might be difficult. State and local prosecutors work closely with the police, on whom they regularly rely for testimony in their cases. Aggressive prosecution of police misconduct can risk jeopardizing that relationship, which may make prosecutors reluctant to move forward cases involving police misconduct. In addition, the state prosecutors may face evidentiary problems if the St. Louis County investigation was insufficient. (That problem could possibly be solved by access to the results of the FBI investigation, however.)

Simple murder is not a federal offense, but it is a federal crime for a police officer to deprive someone of his rights under the Constitution. If a victim dies, the perpetrator can be sentenced to life in prison or even the death penalty. That means the DOJ could prosecute Wilson under federal law for violating Brown's civil rights, if the evidence supports that charge.

Because of a doctrine called "separate sovereignty," successive state and criminal prosecutions do not violate the double-jeopardy clause of the Constitution, which usually prohibits trying someone more than once for the same crime. That is why, for instance, the Los Angeles Police Department officers who assaulted Rodney King could be tried and convicted in federal court after they were initially acquitted in the Los Angeles Superior Court.

Federal civil rights prosecutions are rare, though, and convictions are even rarer. A study from Syracuse University's TRAC program found that between 1986 and 2003, fewer than 2 percent of civil rights matters referred to the DOJ were ever prosecuted. Out of 43,331 referrals, 690 were actually prosecuted — and of those, 423 resulted in a conviction.
The St. Louis County prosecutor has already sent the case to a grand jury, but his strategy is controversial

The St. Louis County attorney's office began presenting evidence about the shooting to a grand jury on August 20. That means that the state case probably won't move forward unless the grand jury votes to indict, which won't happen for a while — if it happens at all.

St. Louis County Attorney Robert McCulloch has said that "absolutely everything will be presented to the grand jury. Every scrap of paper that we have. Every photograph that was taken." As a result, he expects the grand jury investigation to last at least until October.

Grand jury investigations are secret. Not only are they closed to the public, grand jurors are not permitted to reveal the evidence that they heard. In a grand jury proceeding, the prosecutor presents evidence about the case, including witness testimony, and asks the grand jury to determine whether an indictment is warranted.

The prosecutor has almost complete discretion as to what evidence the grand jury hears. There is no obligation to present defenses or alternative theories of the case, and because the grand jury is not an adversarial proceeding, there is no cross-examination of witnesses. In Missouri, a grand jury vote in favor of an indictment does not have to be unanimous. If nine out of twelve grand jurors vote to indict, then that is considered a "true bill."

As a result, it is generally considered to be easy for a prosecutor to get a grand jury to indict. The joke within the legal profession is that a decent prosecutor could get a grand jury to indict "a ham sandwich."

That doesn't mean that will be the case this time. McCulloch's involvement in the case has already been highly controversial, with many observers doubting his dedication to prosecuting it. More than 100,000 people have signed an online petition demanding McCulloch's removal. Petitioners say his decision not to bring charges in a previous shooting, in which police officers killed two unarmed black men, as evidence that his continued involvement in the Brown case "will only sow further distrust and discord." On August 15, St. Louis County Executive Charlie Dooley announced that he would lead an effort to remove McCulloch from the case. But a few days later, Missouri Gov. Jay Nixon (D) announced that he would not ask McCulloch to step down from the case, citing a need to limit "legal uncertainty."

McCulloch's grand jury strategy has also provoked criticism.  Alex Little, a former federal prosecutor with experience working on FBI investigations, said that the prosecutor's decision to present all of the evidence, and to take such a long period of time, suggests that he could be using the grand jury as a "delaying tactic."
Courts tend to be sympathetic to police, which makes police brutality convictions difficult to obtain

If the grand jury returns an indictment, a conviction may be unlikely — juries are notoriously reluctant to convict police officers in use-of-force cases.

The precise reasons for that phenomenon are difficult to know because jury deliberations take place in private, which makes them hard to study. (A group of University of Chicago researchers secretly recorded several civil jury deliberations in the 1950s, but their work provoked such outrage that Congress passed a law making such eavesdropping illegal.)

But many experts have noted that police brutality cases turn the usual logic of a criminal trial on its head, by making the police officer the alleged "criminal" and the "criminal" the alleged victim (regardless of whether the victim is an actual criminal). Judge Guido Calabresi, in a discussion of civil suits in police brutality cases, wrote that "jurors are considerably more reluctant to identify with a criminal defendant who brings a tort action against the police for violation of his rights," because "in these cases, the plaintiff is a criminal and the jurors do not see themselves in that way." Jury sympathies are most likely even stronger in criminal cases, where the standard of proof is "beyond a reasonable doubt," not just the preponderance of the evidence that's generally required in civil cases.

Curran said that Missouri courts tend to be sympathetic to police, even in cases involving officers' questionable use of force. There is a sense among prosecutors, police, and juries alike, Curran said, that "cops have to be free to do their job, and it's a dangerous job, and they're under threat, so they have to have the freedom to be able to respond to perceived threats." Juries tend to look favorably on officers' claims that their use of force was necessary, because they "lean towards the officer's right to be safe." As a result, Curran said, local courts are "all basically pro-police."
Whether Wilson gets prosecuted or convicted will probably depend on whether his claims to self-defense are credible

Police officers are subject to different rules about the use of deadly force than ordinary citizens. As my colleague Dara Lind explained at length, a police officer is allowed to use deadly force in two circumstances, both of which require the officer to determine that the target poses a threat to others. The first is when the officer believes that the target is directly threatening him or another person. The second is when the officer has probable cause to believe that the person is a suspect fleeing the scene of a violent felony.

That rule comes from a Supreme Court case called Tennessee v. Garner, in which the majority opinion explained:

    "The use of deadly force to prevent the escape of all felony suspects, whatever the circumstances, is constitutionally unreasonable. It is not better that all felony suspects die than that they escape. Where the suspect poses no immediate threat to the officer and no threat to others, the harm resulting from failing to apprehend him does not justify the use of deadly force to do so. It is no doubt unfortunate when a suspect who is in sight escapes, but the fact that the police arrive a little late or are a little slower afoot does not always justify killing the suspect. A police officer may not seize an unarmed, nondangerous suspect by shooting him dead."

That means that for Wilson's shooting to have been legally justified, he will need to credibly argue that he believed either (1) Brown was threatening his life or someone else's life, or (2) that Brown was fleeing from the commission of a violent felony.

The latter argument seems less likely to be successful than the first one. Although Brown apparently was a suspect in a robbery of a local convenience store, it is not clear whether Wilson was even aware of that at the time he shot Brown. And, although the Ferguson police chief has described the alleged crime as a "strong-arm robbery," it involved no weapons, and the only physical contact was when the man who appears to be Brown shoved a clerk on his way out of the store.

For Wilson to take advantage of the "violent felon" exception, he would need to show that he knew about the robbery, that he believed Brown had committed it, and that he believed it had been a violent crime that made Brown a threat to the community. That means that Wilson would probably need to present evidence of police radio calls that described Brown as the suspect and the crime as a violent one.

Initial police statements suggest that Wilson is more likely to pursue a self-defense strategy. According to the Washington Post, Wilson told investigators that he shot Brown out of fear for his life when the teen "charged at him." St. Louis County Police Chief Jon Belmar said during a news briefing that Brown and Wilson had a physical altercation, during which Brown tried to grab Wilson's gun before running away.
Every bit of evidence matters

In the days since the shooting, tremendous federal law enforcement resources have been devoted to investigating Brown's death. The FBI sent a team of more than 40 agents to Ferguson, and they have been canvassing the neighborhood where the shooting took place. Little, the former federal prosecutor, told me that this is "a massive number of agents for a case like this." In a standard investigation into a police officer's use of force, Little said, you would have just two or three agents, which means that "40 is just exponentially larger than you would expect."

That's good, Little noted, because witness testimony and physical evidence are particularly important for prosecutions of this nature. Brown cannot testify about what happened, because he is no longer alive. So the testimony of eyewitnesses, and physical evidence from the scene, will be vital to determining what actually happened.

In this case, initial police statements suggest that Darren Wilson's defense will be that he shot Michael Brown in self-defense, after the teenager attempted to grab Wilson's gun during a physical struggle. Since Wilson's gun was fired at least once from inside his car and Brown was more than 30 feet away from the officer when he died, physical evidence will be able to provide some insight into how the shooting occurred and from what range various shots were fired. Already, preliminary autopsy results show that Brown was shot at least six times, and that he was facing Wilson when the shots were fired.

But only eyewitness testimony will be able to answer other questions, such as whether anyone saw Brown grab Wilson's gun, and whether Brown surrendered before Wilson fired the shots that killed him. That means that it's vital for those witness statements to be collected as part of the investigation.
Journalists may have filled a gap in the investigation

Although the FBI is now gathering evidence, the case is also being investigated by the St. Louis County Police, who took it on at the request of Ferguson Police Chief Tom Jackson. (Although the county prosecutor has already begun to present evidence to the grand jury, that does not necessarily mean that the county investigation is complete.)

It appears that the county investigators were slow to begin gathering evidence. They did not interview a key eyewitness in the case, Brown's friend Dorian Johnson, until Wednesday, August 13, according to Johnson's attorney. But it's really best to interview witnesses immediately, because eyewitness testimony tends to decline in quality over time. "What you want," said Little, is for "people to give statements that are memorialized very soon after the shooting."

The best way to do that is for witnesses to be interviewed by police. But some of the witnesses gave detailed interviews to the press shortly after the shooting. These interviews, Little said, could be the next best thing to actual police statements, because they recorded the witnesses' testimony soon after the shooting. If the witness sticks to what they said on TV in the trial, it will "help their credibility," he said.

Media interviews can also be risky. If witnesses change their stories over time, then the statements they gave to the press can be used to "impeach" their testimony — to call attention to the inconsistencies between the witnesses' testimony and the way they told their stories previously. If that happens, it will undermine their credibility.
Other members of the Ferguson Police Department could be prosecuted for conspiracy to deprive Brown of his civil rights

Although the federal investigation will likely focus primarily on Wilson's conduct as an individual, there is also a federal conspiracy statute that would allow the DOJ to prosecute other Ferguson police officers — or the Ferguson Police Department as a whole — if the investigation determines that they conspired to deprive Brown of his civil rights.

In order to support a conspiracy prosecution, the federal investigation would need to uncover evidence of intentional wrongdoing, not just incompetence. For instance, if there is evidence that the other officers who responded to the scene after the shooting prevented Brown from being resuscitated so that he would not be able to testify, or destroyed evidence in order to protect Wilson, then they could be prosecuted on conspiracy charges.

However, at this stage, a conspiracy prosecution appears to be unlikely. Although there was apparently no attempt to resuscitate Brown, the New York Times reports that paramedics did respond to the scene and examine him, where they found that he had suffered "injuries incompatible with life." And although some of the department's actions following the shooting seem questionable — such as leaving Brown's body in the street, at times uncovered, for four hours — that could just be the result of mistakes or disorganization, rather than intentional wrongdoing.
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Americans will no longer stand by idly like [sheep] WE WANT THE TRUTH!  Propaganda will no longer be tolerated; we're no idiots!  I am Justin's momma

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

ALS ice bucket challenge IRREPONSIBLE Leads to Teens Death

https://www.yahoo.com/tech/scottish-teen-dies-in-ice-bucket-challenge-tragedy-95761970734.html#comments

I want everyone who reads this article to take a good long look at Cameron's photographs. He is a beautiful young man, a compassionate young man, a young man who touched many lives and a young man destined for a great future.

Now as the mother of a murdered 22 year old son, who saved two of his college alumnus, I am going to tell the world what I thought of the ALS ice bucket challenge [even before Cameron's tragic death].

In my opinion the ice bucket challenge is the most moronic, ridiculous, stupid, [I DON'T GET IT], frat house days, you people need to grow up, why didn't you just do 'BEER PONG'; hoping you are proud of the end result of such unconscionable acts.

NO teenagers do not fully understand the consequences that is why ADULTS are supposed to be their [mentors]. During this ALS ice bucket challenge the actions of many adults hardly showed good sense, responsibility, and definitely showed poor judgement.

Whomever thought up the ALS ice bucket challenge did not think through the consequences; therefore, you FAILED! I do not care how much money you raised a young man is dead making the money inconsequential. Cameron Lancaster's death is all I will ever associate with the ALS ice bucket challenge.

My heartfelt condolences go out to Cameron's parent's, family and friends. It is difficult to put into words; no parent should have to bury their child and the days afterward are the longest and the darkest. Fly Cameron you now have a place among the Heavens and the stars; please say hello to my son. God hold the Lancaster's in Your loving and comforting arms, may You offer them some small solace through this tragedy that no parent can understand nor comprehend. God please guide them through this horrific tragedy with your hands of love upon their shoulders. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

Justin's [what happened to responsible adults?] momma

Sunday, August 17, 2014

MICHAEL BROWN~COVER-UP IN ST LOUIS

Instances like what occurred to MICHAEL BROWN and continues to make disparaging remakes and degrade his RIGHTS as a VICTIM is precisely why I fight the fight for VICTIMS!

MICHAEL BROWN did not need to die, MICHAL BROWN did not have to die and the aftermath in the wake of the insidious way MICHAEL BROWN was murdered needlessly has been brought on by lies and coverups by the police in St. Louis.

I do not care what MICHAEL BROWN did or did not do he is dead and cannot defend himself. Therefore the police can fabricate and weave whatever drama about the deceased they wish that will put [them] in a good light!

YES I briefly heard comments the police chief in St. Louis made and I knew he had to be the dumbest police chief other than colonel Davis in Prince Georges county, MD who attempted to LIE about Justin. Victimization of the victim MUST STOP, the lying on the side of the authorities MUST STOP,

VICTIMIZATION of murdered victims is happening all day everyday in America...WAKE UP Everyone...This travesty of complete misuse and corruption of justice must cease!

God bless you Micheal Brown I am so sorry that you were taken too soon and in such a violent and senseless manner. My deepest and sincerest condolences to Micheal's parents, family members, and friends. May God hold your family in His loving and comforting arms so they may feel His healing and may they try to understand why you had to leave far too early in your very short life. God bless.

I am Justin's [this is why I fight] momma

Article posted ~ Sat Aug 16, 2014 at 04:20 AM PDT

Dumbest Police Chief in America


I am scratching my head over how it is humanly possible to be as clueless as the St. Louis County and Ferguson police departments. To make one mistake is understandable but to have EVERYTHING you do be a complete fuck up is astounding.

1. Officer kills an unarmed black teen in the street.
2. Officer who kills the teenager requests assistance but does not inform his commanders of what happened. Instead, they learn it on the news like everyone else.
3. The scene is left in the hands of the officer’s own colleagues who allow the officer to leave the scene of the crime. His vehicle is also allowed to leave the scene – presumably breaking the integrity of the chain of evidence.
4. Victim is left lying in the road for four hours – inflaming the community and presumably destroying evidence.
5. Witnesses say that the killing officer never bothered to check for a pulse once his victim went down. None of the other officers arriving on the scene checked for a pulse. Bystanders in the medical field were not allowed to attempt CPR.
6. Rumor has it that the cellphones of possible witnesses were confiscated.
7. Police launch campaign to protect the officer at all costs - including the destruction of the community of Ferguson.
8. Police launch a full military invasion of the traumatized town of Ferguson.
9. Police caught on international TV screaming “Bring it! Bring it you fucking animals!”.
10. The response to a community protesting police brutality is the imposition of ‘martial law’ complete with authoritarianism, tear gas, rubber bullets, flash grenades and sound grenades.
11. Police throw the Constitution out the window and arrest, assault and teargas journalists.
12. Police arrest a well-known public figure for the "crime" of "failing to listen".
13. Chief of Police praises his officers for showing incredible restraint.
14. After days of shocking behavior that caught the attention of the world, police finally release Killer Cop's name - while concurrently launching a smear campaign against his victim. This decision to reignite the fuse of the powder keg is not run up the chain of command - despite pledges from the Governor that there is a new Sheriff in town.
15. Chief of Police specifically says that he is not interested in talking to the community he has been victimizing.
16. Chief of Police holds multiple press conferences in which he contradicts himself repeatedly.
17. Chief of Police makes a statement PRAISING the Killer Cop while concurrently smearing the dead teenaged victim at the center of the nation’s outrage.

"He was a gentle, quiet man," Police Chief Thomas Jackson said Friday, referring to Wilson. "He was a distinguished officer. He was a gentleman. ... He is, he has been, an excellent officer."

Police Chief Thomas Jackson, you have got to be the STUPIDEST MORON on the face of the planet. To call you “stupid” is in fact an insult to stupid people.

I hold you 100% responsible for every bit of this national tragedy.
YOU allowed a culture that has consistently dehumanized and discriminated against African Americans and, by so doing, YOU laid the groundwork for the murder of Michael Brown.
YOUR officers referred to a traumatized community as “fucking animals” on international TV.
YOU shielded a man who killed a fleeing teenager, at the expense of an entire community.
YOU have consistently demonstrated that you will go to almost any length to protect one of your own.
YOU have praised a killer and smeared a teenager whose biggest crime in life was possibly stealing a pack of cigarettes.
YOU threw the law out the window and declared war on the very people you are paid to serve and protect.
YOU have demonstrated that you are prepared to lie in order to protect a killer.
YOU are an asshole who should not be in any position of authority. You don’t have the sense or integrity to do the job required.

So many ways for you to have handled this tragedy and you, without fail, have consistently chosen the worst option.

This entire fiasco is like watching a modern day version of In the Heat of the Night. It is tragic and disgusting and infuriating.

2:48 PM PT: I suggest everyone quit this diary and move to the one beneath it on the Rec List http://www.dailykos.com/.... The Dumbest Police Chief in America seems to be outmatched by the Governor of Missouri.

Everyone stay safe tonight. All Hell is about to break loose. And for good reason.

REAL LIFE TERROR AT MIDNIGHT

August 15, 2014

Last night around midnight I heard a thump...Luke [my Springer] and I looked at one another...then he laid his head back down and I went back to watching a movie. Then there was another thump this time much louder.

My gut told me something was wrong I stood up walked into my bedroom picked up my handgun; walked back into the living room and picked up the phone receiver. I turned to walk toward the side entry door when the first BANG hit the door. My heart stopped...I shouted, WHO IS THERE?...No answer another bang against my door...I repeated more loudly, WHO IS THERE? Again no answer and the bangs began one after another becoming harder and harder in succession as my adrenaline level escalated to the speed of light.

I realized someone was attempting to break into my home with me standing there screaming at them. I quickly dialed 9-1-1 as I yelled I HAVE A GUN! Then the first vocal reply I had heard since the shoulder bumping against the door began~I HAVE A GUN TOO! ~OMG!

I began to shake uncontrollably... with the phone receiver in one hand and my gun aimed at the door [which was jarring and shaking with each shoulder bump] I told the police dispatcher my name and address and the situation and begging I said please, please get someone here quickly because if he enters I am going to have to shoot him!

The banging slowed for a moment and I could hear conversation at this point I said to the dispatcher, Oh my god, there are two men; please hurry, please...there are two men. I backed up so I could view both the kitchen door and the side door fearing that one would move to the kitchen door. Then the banging started again...I asked the dispatcher please do not make me shoot anyone...he replied ma'am I'm not making you do anything...I relied sir if someone does not get here soon I am not going to have no choice and I truly do not want to harm anyone.

He assured me that the police were almost there...at that very moment I saw headlights but the guy is still shoulder butting the door?? I hear the policeman telling him to get away from the door, and he would not comply...again in a louder voice he demands that the guy closes the storm door and move away from the door and put his hands on his head. Another police unit pulls up and joins the other officer and at this time the guy finally moves away from the door and they handcuffed him.

The officer knocks on the door and identifies himself and assures me it is safe to open the door and asks if I can identify the man; I said no..and the I asked where is the other man. The officer says, yes the dispatcher said there were two...I replied I heard two distinctly different voices and they were having a conversation and they were overlapping one another? He asked if I would fill out a statement and I said YES he terrified me even when I told him I was armed he continued to try and make entry into my home!

They put him in the squad car and when the officer came back he said you're not going to believe this, He is in the squad car cussing at himself in one voice and trying to calm himself down in a completely different voice! I said, What? I continued, No way! The voices I heard were over lapping one another even a ventriloquist cannot do that; I am certain there were two separate males on the porch before you got here. They were talking softly I could not make out what the content of the conversation but I am certain of one thing it was two distinctly different male voices!!

I filled out the statement and for the remainder of the night they patrolled the area every 20 minutes passing my house shining the spot light all around the perimeter....needless to say I did not get any sleep.

I have never been terrified in my 58 years...sadly now I know the depth of Justin's fear the day that spawn of satan terrorized him and his friends at 8809. I am so angry now that I know the depth of terror he caused my son and his friends. He had no right to do what he did, he had no right to enter Justin's home, he had no right to chose to harm Justin and leave behind so much collateral damage. He is exactly where he belongs and should have been in 2009 so Justin could still be here with us.

Do I feel safe...not anymore. Am I frightened HELL YES...will I shoot if this ever happens again YES.

Justin's [I feel violated] momma

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

RAPE KITS AREN'T M.E.'s DECISION

*****ATTENTION TO ALL PARENTS, HUSBANDS, AND WOMEN*****

WELCOME TO MORE AMERICAN POLICE INSANITY

A RAPE KIT IS ONLY DONE BY A CITY'S MEDICAL EXAMINER ON A DECEASED FEMALE VICTIM IF ORDERED BY THE POLICE.....


YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY....IF IT IS ORDERED BY THE P-O-L-I-C-E????? 

WHY IN THE HELL IS A RAPE KIT NOT STANDARD PROCEDURE ON A DECEASED FEMALE VICTIM FOUND IN STRANGE CIRCUMSTANCES? 

A COTTON SWAB, A GLASS SLIDE CERTAINLY DOES NOT COST THAT MUCH!

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EXCUSES....IN MY PAST EMPLOYMENT HAD I DONE MY JOB IN THE MANNER I HAVE SEEN SOME INVESTIGATIONS DONE I WOULD HAVE BEEN TERMINATED!

A RAPE KIT SHOULD BE ORDERED AS S-T-A-N-D-A-R-D PROCEDURE!

I AM JUSTIN'S [DISGRUNTLED] MOMMA


“Justice will not be served until those who are unaffected are as outraged as those who are.”


― Benjamin Franklin

Heroine of Korean Ferry Sewol

Meet Park Ji-young. This woman is a hero.

She was only 22, she died helping evacuate passengers from Korean Ferry Sewol, the accident that happened earlier this week. At least 58 bodies have been found so far, 244 people are still missing and 174 have been rescued.

Park was a cafeteria worker. She said on the ship long after all the crew had abandoned the students, as she was working to get students to safety they asked why she hadn't left with the rest of the crew, she said she would only leave after all the passengers were safe.

She was an only daughter.
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Some people are born brave and it is thrust upon them at a time of great need. God bless you Ms. Park Ji-young for your service to the passengers of this tragic incident. Many who survived, due to your heroic efforts, will never forget your sacrifice to save them. I am certain they will honor you by making something of their lives because of the humanitarianism you showed them during this horrific event. Fly Angel you more than earned your wings. May God hold your parents in His arms of comfort and strength for understanding the tragic loss of their brave and beautiful daughter will be so difficult for them and will take them the remainder of their lives. 

God bless Justin's momma xoxoxoxo
 

Saturday, April 19, 2014

MURDER MADE TO LOOK LIKE SUICIDE

Daniel Ray Underwood

Our son, Daniel Ray Underwood, 33, died of a shotgun wound to the head on September 4, 2008, while engaged in an altercation with his girlfriend, Rebecca Nelson, in a home they shared in Sulphur Springs, Texas.

Earlier that evening, Daniel, Rebecca, and a couple of friends, Robin and Maria, had been at a bar together. Maria had accompanied the couple back to Daniel’s house, where Rebecca was living. According to Maria, once there, Daniel and Rebecca got into a heated argument, and Maria fled the room. A short time later, she returned and saw Daniel in the hallway between the bedrooms.

He was holding a shotgun in his right hand and confronting and accusing Rebecca of taking a large sum of his cash that he had discovered missing from a jar he kept on the mantle. Actually, Rebecca confirms this part when she states in her own words, during a police interview that “there was a big sum of money that was gone.” According to the police reports, someone had been logged into Daniel’s bank account which showed he only had a balance of $42 in it. This was all the money Daniel had left after receiving $25,000 from his 401K retirement fund and a bank loan on his truck for $1,500 in less than a month’s time. Maria stated that, after he discovered this, Daniel seemed to be trying to scare Rebecca into confessing that she was responsible for “cleaning him out” and putting him in debt.

Rebecca grabbed the gun again, and the two started struggling. Maria again ran from the room, and a few seconds later heard the gun go off as she was stepping back into the hallway. She saw Daniel fall to the floor, where he landed on his side, curled into a fetal position.
           
Maria immediately wanted to call 911. Rebecca cried, “No, no wait! No! Hold on! Wait!” as if giving herself additional time to get things sorted out before the authorities were called. Later, she told Maria she didn’t want to open the door for the rescue personnel because her cats might get out. She snatched up the gun from the hallway, where it had fallen, and shoved it into the bedroom. She, then, after two or more strenuous attempts, managed to turn Daniel over onto his back, (which is the position in which she told police he landed), and positioned him so that his feet protruded into the bedroom and were on top of the gun. Before finally calling 911, she told Maria that she was not to tell the police that Rebecca and Daniel had been fighting.

Although they had been together for only two months and Rebecca was still married when she moved in with Daniel, she was already telling friends that she was tired of him, was going to get as much money from him as possible, and then would leave him and get back with one of her old boyfriends. Also, a few weeks prior to the shooting, Rebecca was telling people that Daniel had made her the beneficiary of his life insurance.

Even before Daniel took his last breath, Rebecca considered everything he owned to be hers. She was making statements to this effect to Maria and others whom she called from Daniel’s cell phone while he lay dying in the hallway of his home. The first question she asked when interviewed at the police station was if they would give her Daniel’s wallet before she left.  When I called her later in the morning of the same day Daniel was shot to ask if we could get his truck and his cell phone while we were in town, she went into a rage, cussing and insisting that they belonged to her now and that she had already consulted with the police and her attorneys about this. The following evening she went to a bar and attempted to sell Daniel’s wedding ring from his recent marriage and some of his favorite pool cues. She left the bar with a man with whom she spent the night.

The first investigators at the scene were members of the Sulphur Springs Police Department. Because they classified the shooting as a questionable death, based on the fact that the gun was broken open as if someone had attempted to eject the spent shell casing and the victim was lying on the weapon, the Texas Rangers were called in to assist.

Later, after interviewing Rebecca two more times, police closed the case as a suicide. This was before they had even sent Rebecca’s gun shot residue kit to a lab for testing.  (They did not do that until nearly four months later, despite having Daniel tested and discovering there was no GSR found on his right hand, the very hand in which he had allegedly been holding the gun at the time it fired.)

During one of her interviews, Rebecca made reference to the fact that she “helped” the police “with tips on cases,” and Detective Lenwood “Bo” Fox acknowledged that she had “talked to him a couple of times on a couple of different cases.” She also referred to Det. Fox as her “good friend Bo”, and he treated her as such. This suggests to me that she may have been a confidential informant and had a reciprocal relationship with Det. Fox and the police department which kept her out of trouble with the law. She, herself, had been arrested on several occasions, at which times she had been handled with kid gloves.

Our family does not believe that Daniel’s death was a suicide. Much of the content of the Medical Examiner’s report appears to have come from erroneous statements by Det. "Bo” Fox. Det. Fox told the ME that Daniel had no children. That’s a total lie. Daniel had two sons as well as a stepson, Jonathan, whom he had raised since he was a little more and a year old and whom he considered to be his own. He also had two other stepchildren, Ashlyn and Dylan, from his latest marriage and had grown to love them very much as well. He was a devoted father to all of them. He referred to his youngest son, Zane, as his “mini-me,” because they looked and acted so much alike, and from the time of Zane’s birth took almost total care of him. He was thrilled because his oldest son, Damien, who had just turned twelve, was talking about moving in with him.

Rebecca liked to pretend those children didn’t exist.

Det. Fox also stated that Daniel had a history of alcoholism and depression. While it’s true that in younger days Daniel did party with friends and had acquired several DUIs, he was not an alcoholic, and those days of irresponsible youth were behind him. Until his divorce, which had just been finalized, (his wife had fallen in love with another man), he had been a dedicated family man whose life revolved around his wife and children. He had no history of depression. At the time of his death, he had made plans for the coming weekend that included four of those children. Rebecca herself, in an apparent slip-up during one of her interviews, stated that Daniel’s personality was even and moderate and he never seemed depressed.

Even statements in the autopsy report raise question. According to that report, the bullet wound was slightly left to right, which would not have been a natural angle for a right-handed person to assume if he was committing suicide. The person who wrote that report was not given the information that Daniel was right handed. There were also bruises all over Daniel’s body, suggestive of domestic abuse, which were not mentioned in the autopsy report or police reports, although they were evident in crime scene photos and in photographs taken at the autopsy.

The police investigation was far from competent or complete. They collected virtually nothing from the scene, and the gun was not dusted for prints. The police did not secure the house, or allow our family time to inspect it before leaving it open for unauthorized people to enter and take Daniel’s belongings. Rebecca deleted information from his laptop and cell phone which she took from his house before we were allowed to see them. Police did not question the conflicting versions of Rebecca’s story, although she continually contradicted herself. When first interviewed by police, Rebecca said that Daniel, without speaking, bent his head over the barrel of the gun and pulled the trigger. In her second interview, she said she and Daniel were standing six inches apart, facing each other, when the gun fired. Maria stated Daniel was in mid-sentence when the gun went off. Det. Fox, (“good friend Bo”), had no interest in the version given by Maria, the witness at the scene, who had no reason to fabricate what she saw and heard and directly refuted Rebecca’s statements.

Rebecca agreed to take a polygraph test about the facts of that evening but backed out after consulting with her attorney. However she told numerous people that she did take the test and passed it with flying colors.

Daniel was a good person – a loving son – a devoted father – a hard worker. Despite the fact that the ME report states that his occupation was “unknown,” suggesting that he was a vagrant, he had worked seven years at Hydro Aluminum on a rotating shift, working twelve hour days and nights and every other weekend. He had recently quit that job in order to search for one with a regulated schedule that would allow him more time with his children.

What our family is requesting is not that any particular person be charged with murder. We want the cause of death on Daniel’s death certificate to be officially changed from “suicide” to “undermined.” That would make it possible for Daniel’s case to be reopened.

Then, we want the investigation turned over to an outside agency at which the investigators have no personal relationship with Rebecca or anyone else involved with the case.

Donna Underwood (Daniel’s mother)

The link below shows the actual police interview of Rebecca Nelson the morning of the shooting of Daniel Underwood.  Note she shows NO EMOTION other than she occasionally laughs???

http://murphymilanojournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/state-of-texas-failing-grade-in-murder.html


If you can call Rebecca Nelson a woman she is one cold woman.  She shows NO emotion pursuant to her 'boyfriend', whom she is supposed to be engaged to, is dead and ~NOTE~ the first question she asks the police is "Can I have Daniel's wallet it has my credit cards in it?"  The officer replies, "If anything is in your name we will give it to you."  Rebecca responds, "Well my new Discover card is in his wallet but it is not in my name." 

OMG!  Is this chick for real???  She murdered Daniel and is sitting there like one cold BITCH thinking only of herself! 

No She did not get Daniel's wallet or credit cards so she went back to his home and TOOK anything Daniel owned that could be PAWNED. 

I do not know about you but to me this DOES NOT sound like a GRIEVING woman?  Sounds like a calculating, premeditated, murdering, very ugly, sociopath, overweight Black Widow who belongs in prison for FIRST DEGREE MURDER.

I am Justin's [THERE IS NO JUSTICE FOR VICTIMS] momma