The Aquarius Mom

"Eclectic hardly begins to describe you. “You’re affectionate yet aloof, stern yet spontaneous, the world’s mellowest control freak,” write the AstroTwins. Organized chaos is your specialty, meaning that your family life never becomes boring. You might be surprised by the depth of emotion motherhood has brought to your normally intimacy-fearing self—and you have your fourth house of motherhood, governed by traditional Taurus, to thank for that. Be careful not to lose site of your true edgy self or you may build up resentment or trigger an identity crisis."

"Organized chaos" describes me to a 'T'!! I lost sight of myself because of loving you so much honey; this is quite alright, I do not mind in the least. Justin DeSha-Overcash you were so loving back you found the 'key to my heart'!

I found it interesting that my fourth house of [Motherhood] is governed by traditional Taurus ~ and you Babe are a Taurus! Gosh knows I wish you were hear so I could pick up the damn phone and call you!

Nope there was [never] a dull moment in our house was there honey? Justin you brought out in me a depth of emotion I never knew I had or could experience. Thank you honey so very much for I never knew true love until you came into my life. Justin I have no regrets we had so much fun and laughed a lot. I just wish this had not come to an end.

Oh and not to worry Justin, for you know me well, there was never a moment of resentment or identity crisis, on my part, before or after I saw that tiny beautiful face in the delivery room May 1, 1988 at 2:41 AM. Only joy and happiness can, and will continue, to be found in my shattered heart for you honey.

I am lucky I guess for you'd have to say I have so many memories to play over and over in my mind of the laughter filled moments which no one can take away from me, Honey I love and miss you something awful, momma

Justin Christmas 2009 we had a great day!  Laughter, conversation, an epic silly string battle, great food, special sweets and treats....son I miss you so very much I do not even bake Red Velvet cake anymore...your favorite.  I wish we could go back in time, just one minute before you were shot, and somehow your fate could be changed.  I would gladly take your place Justin my son, my constant, my beloved, my joy, my heartbeat, mt breath, my everything.

A Day in Prison For a MURDERER

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EVERYONE YOU WILL BE HAPPY TO KNOW I JUST SPOKE WITH A CASE MANAGER AND MR. WILLIAMS [THE SPAWN OF SATAN] SPENDS TWENTY THREE [23] HOURS A DAY IN HIS CELL! YES IT APPEARS THIS MONSTER CANNOT GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER INMATES; IMAGINE THAT!

I WAS SO UPSET AT THE SENTENCING HEARING WHEN JUDGE SURETTE SENTENCED THIS CRAZED REMORSELESS MURDERER TO FORTY NINE [49] YEARS. I KNEW THEN [IF] HE WERE EVER RELEASED HE WOULD KILL AGAIN. 

Even though she added for the record, "Mr. Williams I have been on the bench for thirty years and I can tell you now YOU cannot be rehabilitated!  YOU chose a lesser Victim and Mr. Williams YOU could have turned and walked away.  But You chose not to."

IF NOTHING ELSE HE WILL MORE THAN LIKELY SPEND HIS ENTIRE LIFE BEHIND BARS FOR MURDERING ANOTHER INMATE!

THERE IS SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH THIS HUMAN BEING AND I AM SO SORRY MY BEAUTIFUL JUSTIN HAD TO ENCOUNTER THIS MONSTERS EVIL PRESENCE IN THE LAST FEW MOMENTS OF WHAT WOULD BE THE END OF HIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE.

OH HONEY IF ONLY I HAD BEEN THERE FOR YOU. REST EASY NOW BABE THIS MONSTER WILL ENSURE HIS OWN JUSTICE AS HE DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING BUT EVIL, HATRED, AND ANGER.

I ASKED HIM TO SEEK THE LORD OBVIOUSLY HE CHOSE NOT TO LISTEN.

FIRST DEGREE MURDERER~Deandre R. Williams, 27 years old, can attempt to plead for parole in 2038!  If he receives parole in MD he will be transported to a prison in Washington, DC for the Felony II handgun Charge [December 18, 2010] for which he was wearing an ankle monitor when he MURDERED JUSTIN on January 11, 2011.

He cold bloodily murdered my Justin; as Justin protected two fellow UMd alumni/friends.

Christmas morning 1993 Charlotte, NC my Justin, my only child, was 4 years old.  I remember this morning as if it were yesterday Baby!

 

 

 

Fall 2005 Senior Mom's Night...again I remember this night like it were yesterday Honey!  I love this pose we came up with and some of the other guys wanted to do the same pose [remember]?  Of course you do Babe!

 HE HAD NO RIGHT TO TAKE YOU, YOUR FUTURE CHILDREN AND MY FUTURE GRANDCHILDREN AWAY FROM US!  HE HAS THE BLOOD OF MANY GENERATIONS OF OUR FAMILY UPON HIS SOUL!

I desperately want you back son but know this is improbable!

 I LOVE YOU JUSTIN FROM THE MOMENT I SAW YOU I COULD NOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU.  We will meet again honey I know this to be fact. Love and miss you Babe times infinity plus one, momma