Easter 1990 ~The Easter Justin caught his mommie in a lie!
Yes this story ends about Easter; although, everything which occurred began with Christmas 1989 [Justin was 19 months old]. Santa decided to get Justin one of the toy lawn mowers which blows bubbles and makes a sound similar to a VERY real mower when the child pushes it around. In fact the sound was so life like dealing with this sound indoors was an unbelievably nerve racking experience! HELP!! There should be warnings on all toys for inexperienced parents about the noise decibel out put!! lolol I made the decision, for our sanity and hearing health, to put the toy mower away until spring; then Justin could use it outdoors! Nothing was ever mentioned so I felt positive my mission was successful!
Easter rolled around and the night before I remembered the LOUD toy mower and thought YES! I retrieved the mower from it's hiding place and placed it beside his Easter basket!! Easter morning came and Justin held my hand tightly as we walked into the den for his Easter surprise. Justin stopped in the door way as if he was taken aback; noticing the mower Justin looked up at me and said, "Santa been here?" hahahaha He had not forgotten the mower and was not even 2 yet; it was on this day I learned never attempt to fool Justin DeSha-Overcash again! hahahaha I did wonder why Justin never asked about the mower during it's mysterious disappearance[?]. I love and miss you my beautiful Bunny Boy! (This title came from a song I made up and sang to Justin when he was a toddler!) Honey it's three Easters now without you; this is just not going to work out for me.
What an amazing and terrible experience. You are a strong, brave mother/woman/soul. ♥
The number 11 is what’s called a Master number as is 22. The double (11:11) and triple (1:11 and/or 111) 11′s, such as what millions if not billions of people around the world have (many still are) seeing for the past twenty-five or so years, were a higher frequency message and physical plane reminder to all of humanity. That message was that major changes (all having to do with the completion of one long Evolutionary Cycle and the start of a new, higher another one) would end/begin with humanity living and moving through November 11, 2011 — 11-11-11. Seeing these numbers and number combinations have been a sort of spiritual reminder to humanity that massive planet and species-wide evolutionary “Ascension” changes were happening.
The day your son was killed was 1-11-11 which was also what I would call a portal or gate or exit point day. In years past Eclipses were also often exit points for souls who intended to physically die and leave their lives/bodies/loved ones in this world, dimension and timeline. (These portals and exit points are also days where other things, other souls, other energies can easily enter this dimension and world too.) These types of things are always pre-incarnational decisions the soul makes for multiple reasons, as do the other souls involved with that soul such as yourself and the rest of your family etc. These types of insane tragedies where someone is suddenly removed from this world seems to the rest of us to be an “accident” but they never are. The many reasons why your son chose to die in this manner on that portal day are reasons that only he and his High Self, the Divine, and the rest of your blood family know at the deepest inner levels of soul awareness.
The number combination of 11:11 meant that an energetic opening, a portal or gate or exit/entrance point was occurring and higher frequency energies were coming in through it and down into this dimension to positively affect and evolve humanity and humanities consciousness and their bodies etc. I suspect that 1-11-11 was the start of this Ascension related Process at a much higher level than had been able to physically happen previous. I also know that many souls have, over these past twenty-five Ascension years leading up to 12-21-12, decided to exit their physical bodies and continue doing their individual spiritual Work from a nonphysical level, dimension and body. There are no incorrect soul choices and all Paths are The Path.
22 is also a Master number and it’s often been represented by the 22 Paths of the Tree of Life; the 22 Trump cards — energetics and archetypes or manifestations — of the Tarot. 22 is a higher octave of the number 4 and is raised to a very elevated state and frequency. 22 also has to do with starting to work or build on NEW things, NEW lives, a NEW world.
The fact that your son was 22 years old when he physically exited his body on 1-11-11 is very powerful and meaningful on many levels and no doubt for many, many reasons. I get the sense that he was an “Indigo” and this could have been one reason why he was consciously aware enough at age 6 to know what he was going to focus on, work on, become during this incarnation. Most souls who incarnate with more conscious awareness like this are “old souls” incarnate on 3D Earth again for very specific reasons to both learn things themselves, but to also help or teach their families and other loved ones whatever it is that they also chose to learn, to feel, to experience and so on. Some souls teach us by leaving us instead of remaining with us. ♥
♥ Hugs to you and yours,
Denise